-Umaga
bumaba agad ako. nakalimutan ko ala nga pala kmeng pasok dahil my aayusin daw dun sa school namin. ano naman kaya yun? pag kababa ko nakita ko agad si Jane. ang ganda talaga.
"Ui." - ako
"ba..bakit kuya??" - siya
"jane usap tayo.?" - ako
"si..sige kuya." - jane
tapos pumanik kame dun sa kwarto ko. hindi ko alam yung sasabihin ko. pero kailangan mag salita na ko.
"Jane." - ako
"bakit?" - jane
"jane. kasi yung sinabi ko kagabi sa--. hindi ko natuloy nag salita siya eh
"kuya. wag ka mag alala. hindi ko lang na gets agad yung sinabi mo. pero alam ko naman kuya na mahal ko bilang kapatid. kuya hindi mo na kaya mag paliwanag. naiintindihan ko kuya." - jane
tas biglang papaalis na siya .. pero hinila ko yung kamay niya tapos hinarap ko siya sakin taposs..
Mwuuuapphhss .. oo hinalikan ko siya sa lips niya.. ang sarap para kong nasa langit.
*bogggshhh ...
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awtch! sinampal niya ko at eto higa ako sa sahig ng kwarto ko. shitt .. ang sakit anu ba yung ginawa ko sa kanya.
"Ku...kuya.?"- jane
tumayo ako tapos sinagaw ko...
"JANE MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA! hindi bilang kapatid! higit pa dun! JANE MAHAL KITA!" - ako
nanlaki yung mata niya tapos yung bibig din niya..
"Jane.?" - ako
"kuya alam mo namang mali to diba? alam mong hindi pwede. kahit ano pang gawin mo dahil mag KAPATID tayo.!" - jane
ang sakit nung narinig ko sa kanya yun.. na mag kapatid kame.. bigla nalng my tumulong luha sakin. pati pala siya umiiyak na din.
"jane oo alam ko pero jane ala eh! pinigilan ko naman na mahalin ka pero jane bawat araw na mag kasama tayo.. bawat araw na nag kukulitan tayo.. bawat araw na yun mas minamahal kita. hindi ko na kayang pigilan pa to. JANE MAHAL KITA!" - ako
Np: Just So You Know (patugtugin niyo maganda yan promise. bagay na bagay dito sa istorya na to)
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
It's gettin' hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other away
And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
This emptiness is killin' me
And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there
Just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know, just so you know
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know, just so you know
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cut hehe ano pu? aus lang pu ba ??
-Saito<3
