" You will meet someone " - Unfinished

Part 1

  I walked on the corridor of the high school quckly. I didn't look anywhere , i knew almost no one is in the building in that time. I didn't want anything more , just to be at home , at last . I walked and walked without thoughts in my mind. After a bend , just a few steps and my hand touched an door handle. The cold of it woke me up immediately. I raised up my head and i looked up at the white door. My eye caught on an little board and i read the numbers ... The class 12 ... In the moment i noticed , where i am , my hand fell back to beside of my torso . Wrong direction. There is no place for you in this room anymore Tina . The voice inside of me said the truth. This was the classroom where the music lessons were. I couldn't forget this yet ... I sat in this room for two years, after my lessons , every afternoon and i played on cello . 

I stared at the music sheet and my fingers run on the strings , my bow danced on them ... The sounds were so soft and gentle in the air . I gave the life to them. I let out them from the silence , i made them to be free . But i always stay a prisoner. Chained to the ground. Body and spirit. But it's over. I wasn't there at my cello lesson yesterday, today ... and i will not go tomorrow either. Mrs. Turner couldn't understand my decision. She asked me to i stay her student ... she said i should to be patient with myself. But I could not stand it. What should do if you can't feel there is a talent into yourself ? If you always hear " Tina more things are inside of you " but you can't find out what are these " more things " ? If something really doesn't want to work , you have to give it up ... I finished here.

 A turned away from the class 12 ...But in my corner of my eye i saw something . I thought i'm alone in the corridor ... but i was wrong. 

 A boy walked before the window , back and forth . It Seemed , he was worried a little. He couldn't stay at the same place. I saw, he looked at his watch quickly. 

 " She should be here ... "

 He said to himself . After he finished the sentence an sharp and false sound disturbed the silence from the classroom behind of me . The flute lesson ... The boy looked at me. The light was behind him, so his face was in almost totally darkness. But i knew he looks at me, and it was unpleasant . I never like if somebody notice me ... i wanted to disappear from his field of view . I started to find my way out . But even before the finish , I heard a voice . 

 " Wait ... " 

The voice was youngish but low. I stopped, instinctively. 

 " Wait a minute ... please ..." The same voice but it was a little more worried . 

I turned to him. He walked toward me , but he stopped halfway. He hesitated. He was embarrassed .He pull out a dark curl from his forhead with an very gawky move . I don't know why ... but i waited. It made him braver. 

 " Excuse me ... i don't want to bother you ..." He started . " But do you know , why the cello lesson be canceled ? " The question was surprise. But i tried not show that he surprised me . 

 " If you're looking for Mrs Turner ..." 

 " No . " He said . " The one of her students ... " He lost his braveness again for a minute . But he forced himself. " A girl used to play on cello in this hour ...

 I nodded slowly. Because i played in this hour for two years , i knew well, that it's should to be the time of the cello ...The boy 's face lit up a little when she saw that I know what he talked about. " Do you know her ? " He asked hopefully . 

" Do you know why she is not here today? " I just looked at this unknown boy for a minute. I knew who is she whom he looking ...And i became sad suddenly. I felt there is something hard on my heart. I would have like to leave the boy there without one word ... 

 " I know that girl " I said . But my voice was weirdly stranger. " But don't look for her here anymore ... " i continued coldly . The guy's face looked frightened a little. But he waited my answer. " Tina finished to play on cello. She finished with the music " I looked into his brown eyes then i turned away from him .