[EXO Baekhyun] My Intimate Friend

In Memories

She was gone, just like that. She left me, she never listen to any of my reason and now she'll never comeback.

I'm stupid, so stupid to never see this things coming. If only I could turn everything back, I would tell her how I feel and what does she mean to me.

A laughter that once cover this living room automatically filled with darkness and sorrow. I collapsed my body on her couch looking at her phone resting on the center table, screen was already off.

After gathering all my courage to take it I started scrolling, 8 missed calls from me and an article causing me to sigh deeply. I can't blame her for running away like that, it is really painfull to see things like this with out even having a hint of how we really dated. But we never, it was not true, it was only a cover up for some issues. There's nothing real in all of this, the only thing that's real was my feeling over her, the truth where Haneul won't even hear anymore.

Time passes by like a flash, I don't even know if I could move on over her. No one was there for me anymore, someone who would open her arms for me, welcoming me with a warm smile. I miss her, I miss her so much.

"So this is the place where you always go" Chanyeol came with me when I visit Haneul's dorm.

I nod after taking the vase of her center table, putting out the dry flowers and changing it for new and fresh ones "I'm home" I whispered telling no one.

"She's beautiful, how did you even know her?" I looked at him

He's looking at one of our frames, it was a picture during our graduation were we both escape and run to go to 4th floor fire exit, it's where the picture was taken. One of the greatest memories we had.

"It's a long story, okay" and took it from him, gently placing the frame on the same spot.

"Why do you have our album with you?" He ask, while I'm putting all edition of our EXODUS album in Haneul's shelves at the living room.

I curve a smile as I remember her "I told her before that I would fill this shelve with our album, she didn't believe me first, but maybe..." I pause feeling that pricking pain "Maybe now she would"

"Your still waiting for her, aren't you" Chanyeol pat my shoulder giving it a small squeeze and we both stare at her shelve.

It was true, even with a small hope that maybe someday, she would comeback. I know she'll be surprise after seeing this, then I will welcome Haneul with a tight hug telling her how much I lover her.

Chanyeol always come with me everytime I would go to Haneuls's dorm. Helping me in any way he could.

From time to time I slowly accept the fact that she's not coming back to me and I need to accept the painful truth that she's gone, but- I don't know if I saw her at the airport earlier when we came back from our tour.

"Sehun-ah she will be your new personal assistant" our manager said making us all look at her.

"Nice to meet you all, I'm Kim Haneul" I squint my eyes multiple times looking at her.

'It was her' slowly taking my steps to get near 'she's back' that made me run and hug her.

It was the same warmth, the same comfort, the same feeling as soon as I held her making me hug her tighter almost making her crushed.

But my senses came back when she tap my shoulder "Byun Baekhyun?" She called.

"Haneul" I called back.

"Do I know you"

It prick me and break the hug to look at her am I hearing it the wrong way.

"In some instances do I know you" she gave me a questioning look.