Nothing more & Nothing less ( Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter Four.

Chapter 4;

Recap:

"And i need that person to be, you. Please, i'll say sorry a million times, shout it at the tops of mountains, get the news to announce how sorry I am. I really need you back in my life. I'm so sorry. Will you please let me back into your life?" He finished, squeezing his eyes shut to fight back the tears.

I took a moment to completely let everything soak in, all he has done right, and all he has done wrong. Then i made a decision that i would soon find out if it was a mistake or not.

"..No, please leave. "

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He looked at me with such a look i thought that if i continued to look at him, i would change my mind. Tell him to stay, stay and never leave again. That's what I wanted, but was it the best thing to do?

He ran his hand through his soft blonde hair, slowly getting up and walking towards the door. I took a deep breath, following him. " It was nice seeing you again, I'll miss you." Niall said just above a whisper, he wouldn't look at me. I don't blame him, I hated myself for telling him to leave, but i knew once he was gone and I had forgotten about him, things will be better.

Goodbye Niall. Come on Kylie, just say goodbye! It's not that hard! Tell him to leave now, you hate him.. stop looking at him! say it!

My mind was blank, it's like i had forgotten how to speak. I stood there frozen, tears slowly falling down my cheeks. He closed his eyes for a second, took one last look at me and walked out. Closing the door behind him. I slid down the door, running my hands through my hair, the tears hitting my jeans. I pounded my fist on the floor, all I wanted to do was scream. There was a knock at the door, I quickly got up, wiping away the tears that were still falling. Taking a deep breath, i opened it. Niall?

"So, i'm assuming it didn't go well?" Ava said, clearly stating the obvious. She hugged me tight for a few seconds, "Now, tell mama what happened." I knew she was trying to cheer me up even though she had no idea why I was even crying. I smiled, taking a seat beside her. "Well, I talked and then he talked and then he talked some more and he asked for me to take him back and be the best friends that we used to be, and then.. I uh, I told him to leave." Ava's face was kinda just blank, like pure shock. "You told him to leave? but, why?" a confused Ava asked. I sighed, "Well, I thought about everything Niall has done wrong, and everything he has done right and for some reason my mind just told me that he has done too many wrongs and he'll most likely redo them. I know it's stupid after all the tears i've cried because of him and now I finally see him and tell him to leave, but I really think now that we have said an actual goodbye, I think it'll be better now.." I hoped, I really did.

- Niall's pov

I felt like it was a dream, a nightmare. I wanted to wake up and see that everything would be okay and she'd be telling me to be her best friend again. It wasn't a nightmare, it was real and that's what hit me the most.

I slammed the car door shut, pounding my first against the large steering wheel. Fuck, just fuck. I wanted to yell at Kylie and tell her how stupid she was acting, her and I both know we need eachother. And now she tells me to leave? like i'm nothing to her? She can just throw me out of her life like nothing, but then I thought about it. I did exactly that to her. I kept repeating to myself that i'm a horrible person and Kylie doesn't deserve to have a friend as shitty as me anyways.

I was never the person to chase after someone who didn't want me, until it came to Kylie. Even when we were kids just playing in the backyard and she'd run away from me, I'd chase her because I was scared she'd start running so far she'd never come back, my bestfriend would never come back. But, I'm the one that ran and ran as fast as I could while she was trying her hardest to reach me and pull me back but I just kept running faster.

Maybe this is what is supposed to happen. Everything happens for a reason right? I guess. But this just doesn't seem right to me

at all.

** Author's Note **

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