Regrets

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I can't remember the last time I felt brave.

I don't remember the last time I said that I loved my mother

before it was too late

I can't remember the whistling of the birch trees 

when Jack said he loved me

I don't remember how much

the world weighed 

when it was dropped onto my shoulders

now it just hurts

I can't remember the words that were spoken

at his funeral

or hers

And I can't remember why I even fake the laughs every day

But I do.

And all these things I can't remember,

are replaced with things I can

such as the fact that she is gone

and Jack is too.

The rain never ceases to fall.

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