Tony was waiting for Steve in the halley. He was nervous. "Remember what Nat said to you...remember..." He was a little shaking, his eyes already shiny for the tears. He didn't want to do that, but he understood it was the best.
Steve exit the reunions room and saw Tony there. Oh, he loved him so much. He smiled widely seeing him and ran for him before hugging him tight and lovely.
Tony shivered at the hug. Oh my God si beautiful and painful. Captain America kissed his forehead and looked at him.
"Tony...?"
"Hey Captain..." That wasn't a good sign. "Cap" was happy, "Stevie" was teasing, "Steve!" Was anger, "Steven!" Was fear, "Captain" Was sadness and coolness. The worst maybe for Steve. "what's wrong honey?" Steve asked quietly and worried. "I...uhm...can we talk in your office?" Steve looked at him and nodded. They entered Shield's broom closet, Steve didn't have any office. "I...I have thought that we...we should..."
Captain was already wondering: 'Get married? Have children? Have a house together? Living-' he stopped his thoughts at the words "Break up".
Rogers' face getting paler and his breath loosing a little. "I'm sorry...what?" He said shaking his head softly. "You heard me...I-I know it's all of sudden and I am an idiot and I don't deserve you and...when I heard you were so sad for me and you were all worried and almost getting k-killed only for me I-I thought it was better to leave you so you would...you would-have-have a better life-- without me". Tony started sobbing and reached for the doo knob to go away. Steve clutched his wrist with more strength than he wanted to use.
Tony gasped out heavily feeling Steve's hand tight on his own wrist. "Who said to you that?" Tony just turned around to face a blonde sobbing face. Steve's eyes getting red for tears. "It was Nat right?! She told you I was almost killed because I was searching you in that broken basement last week right?! And the ceiling almost hit me on the back right?!" Tony nodded yes crying. "Damn her". Steve muttered. He looked at Tony and shook his head. "Tony...I was sad, yes. I was worried, yes. But it was all because I love you... I can't be other ways!" Steve bent closer to Tony to kiss him but he stopped Steve and pushed him away slowly. "I don't want you to get killed...I...I care too much about you Captain- I, I need to know you safe". Rogers huffed a little and looked away from Tony "I need to know you safe too!" "Well, let me leave you!" Tony said loudly looking at Steve. "Yeah, so you can drown yourself in your alcohol and in your own sweat and blood down in your stupid workshop! So you can die all alone without thinking about anyone else except you! I'm sorry, Mr Stark, but I'm selfish and I want you to sleep next to me. To pass out next to me. To die. Next to me". His last words came out in a soft breath, slowly, with tears watering them. Tony was panting in anger and sadness. "I need you Tony. I want you next to me. I get worried because I love you. I love when you come back from work late and curl up next to me. I love feeling your soft breath on my skin in my sleep. I love feeling you. I love when you come up al dirty from your workshop and kiss me with spore breath because you hadn't eaten in days. I love when I come back from my missions, tired as hell, but as soon ad I see you I have all the strength of the world. I...love you Anthony". "Anthony" was love, love for Anthony Edward Stark, and not only Tony Stark. But the whole person he was. Tony's lips trembled. He couldn't live without his Steve. He was standing there speechless and decided the best for him and the other. He kissed Steve softly, a tear sliding down his cheek. Cap closed his eyes and dried out the tear with his thumb. "Don't cry". Tony nodded yes and embraced the other's hug.
I'm so happy with you...you know I only make stupid things...don't let me leave you
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