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"harry,I'm tired!!"I whine

"go to sleep" he says back bordly

"the floors hard I'll wake up with a head ache" I say

I watch as harry lays down on the floor after taking his sweat shirt off. he bundles the sweatshirt up and lays it under his head.

"use my stomach as a pillow" he says patting his stomach

I smile a bit before crawling over to harry and laying down placing my head on his stomach

" Avery?" Harry's deep accent asks

"yes?" I ask looking at the roof

"I know this is weird.....but how many guys have you dated" he asks awkwardly

late night awkward conversation are the best

"none" I mutter embarrassed

" how is that even possible?" he asks

"what do you mean?" I ask rolling onto my stomach propping myself up with my elbows

" your like georgouse and really sweet" he says looking at me with honest eyes

I blush a little "I guess no one took the time to look at me or get to know me" I say looking down

all of the bullying came back to my mind throughout the years being called uglie and being told I'm not wanted. I was told I'm fat and useless.

"Avery?" harry asks sitting up placing his hand under my chin making me look at him

I close my wattery eyes trying to hid my tears but fail when a lonely tear rolls down my cheek

I feel Harry's thumb brush my cheek and I open my eyes

"what's wrong love??" he asks with sincere eyes

" nothing" I say sitting on my butt pulling my knees to my chest  putting my head on my knees

"Avery I know we just met but I feel like we connected somehow. I've never trusted someone as fast as I grew yo trust you. you can trust me a very what happens in this room stays in this room" harry says looking at me in the eyes cupping my face

I breath out " o-ok I was bullied in school. told I was useless and I needed to go on a diet or stop eating so...... I did" I say the last part quietly the tears racing down my face

" I became anorexic and had to go to the hospital . when I got out we moved but nothing changed my story somehow got out and  I became "anorexic girl" and that pushed me to self harm. it started as simple cuts on my hips but turned to burn marks on my arms no one found out and your the only one who knows" I say my fave soaked with tears

" I know sorry not going to help so I'm not going to say it, I dont know what to say I don't know what your going through and I may never understand but Avery understand im always here for you no matter what" he says tears in his eyes

cherry pulls me into a tight hug and I rest my head on his chest letting the tears fall

it feels so good to tell someone my secret letting out the years I've been hiding. I love it knowing someone's not judging me by it.

"harry Avery?" I hear a voice

I pull away from harry wiping my tears and stand up just as liam walks through the door

"guys! are you OK?!" he asks shocked

"yeah just lost" harry laughs as I walk out the door

"she OK? I hear Liam ask as I walk farther away

" ya just hit her head on the floor" he says

I smile through my tears knowing harry keeps my secret and Is a really good lier

HEY SO ITS SHORT BUT SAD NOE YOU KNOW AVERYS BACKGROUND!!THANKS FOR ALL THE READS!!AHHHHH I LIKE THIS CUS ISTEAD OF THE GIRL HELPING A HURT HARRY HES HELPING A HURT GIRL :))) COMMENT!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!

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