Attitude

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"The hell do you mean you're kicking me out?!" Zendaya yells at her mom who was completely done with her.

"I mean, pack up and leave." Her mom yells back.

"And live with who? My father?!"

"Don't bring him up." Her mom yells back walking to her small bedroom. They lived in a two bedroom house. They lived there ever since Zendaya's father passed away.

"Where the fuck am I suppose to go?" Zendaya yells at her mom who was ready to slam the door.

"Anywhere but here." Her mom screams slamming her door shut.

Zendaya walks to her room and packs all the stuff that could fit in her suitcases. There was a honk outside and her mom rushed outside. Zendaya walked out her room into the small living room to leave but stopped when she saw a woman dressed business-y.

"Oh this is Zendaya, Zendaya this is Monica, she's going to find a house for you." Her mom smiles as Monica stretches her hand out.

"As in, until a sucker comes alone, I'll be in a foster home." Zendaya says looking at Monica.

"Well, I suppose." Monica says quietly. Zendaya rolls her eyes and walks outside the door throwing her stuff in the car and sitting in the passenger seat waiting for Monica.

"Well, we've gotta get going. Bye." Monica says as she walks out to the car. Monica gets in the car and starts driving to the foster house. "So how old are you?" She asks glancing at Zendaya.

"Seventeen." She says harshly. There was tension building so Monica turned the radio on to have soft music play.

-

They reached the foster home and went inside filling in paperwork and whatnot. Monica then took Zendaya to her small room and let her rest.

But Zendaya couldn't sleep. She was depressed. She took her phone out and texted Bella everything that happened but ended up not sending it. She didn't want Bella to have to be heart broken and deal with Zendaya's foster home issues.

"Why am I unloved?" Zendaya asks herself letting a tear fall. She mentally smacked herself because crying is a sign of weakness. "Someone better hurry and take me or else." She says to herself repositioning herself to a better sleeping position.

-

"Zendaya wake up." Monica shakes her gently. Zendaya mumbles curses and opens her eyes.

"What." Zendaya says glaring at her.

"Breakfast is ready, you can come on out and meet the other foster kids." Monica says with a smile.

"I rather not." She says turning away from Monica. Monica sighed and walked out her room closing the door.

"With that attitude she's never gonna get taken in." Monica says to a coworker as they walk away from her room.

-

It's been weeks of Zendaya being welcomed into a home, and then kicked out after two or three days. Zendaya was currently in a worse mood because Monica told her to say sorry to her mom and ask to come back in.

Zendaya hasn't been back in school since the fight with Destiny. She wasn't complaining but she was planning on graduating on time. Zendaya had stopped talking to Bella since she decided to go back out with Destiny. Bella's argument was that 'Destiny has always loved me' which is bullshit because she'd never cheat if she did love her.

Zendaya was mad that she beat the shit out of her for nothing. And because of that she got suspended, and because of that her mom kicked her out the house, and because of that she's in and out of houses, and because of that she's not in school, and because of that she hasn't seen Zayn in about a month, and because of that she's mad and sad.

Zayn is Zendaya's boyfriend of six months and he deals with her attitude well. They haven't ever really gotten into a fight. They're the same person really. Lets not forget when it was Zayn's birthday and their friends hired a camera crew to take pictures of them.

Zayn doesn't know anything about Zendaya being in the foster home and he won't know. It's hard to keep a secret from him when he asks her to hang out and she can't really do that.

"What's wrong?" Monica says scaring Zendaya as she quickly snapped out of her thoughts.

"Nothing. Just leave me alone." Zendaya says turning away.

"Well with that attitude you won't find a home." Monica says grabbing her shoulder. Zendaya quickly snatched her shoulder away and glared at her.

"Get out!" Zendaya yells making Monica flinch. She sighs before shaking her head and leaving. "Bitch." Zendaya mumbles sitting down. She looks around the room and sighs.

"A failed abortion." She says to herself laying down. She closes her eyes and slowly drifts into a deep sleep.