Silent Suicides

1

"Alice, come out of your room for once!" Alice's mother demanded
"Okay, okay I will" she replied as she grabbed her backpack, put on a hoodie and left.

She walked on the grass shoe less heading for the woods. As soon as she entered she took a deep breath and smiled as she walked in.

She walked deep into the woods to her favorite spot by the little stream. She opened her sketch book and started to draw the scenery around her when her phone vibrated, it was Landon.
It read
"Hey, can I call you? I have things I need to get off my mind"
"Yeah, of course" she responded

Her phone rung and she answered of course.

"Hey, what's wrong?"she asked
"I'm not sure, I guess it's my thoughts getting to me."
"What kind of thoughts?"
"Like how I'm not good at anything and no one loves or cares for me.."
There was silence for a moment.
"Landon you know that's not true at all, Camryn, Greyson, and I all love and care for you."
"I know, but you know how the voices can be."
"Yeah, i'm sorry, I'd hug you but your 16 hours away" she said with a giggle
They laughed for a little and shared some thoughts and things.

Alice finished her sketch and started to walk back home. She put her earbuds in and started listening to music. She skipped the songs until The scientist by Coldplay came on, that was her favorite song at the moment, it tends to change every week.

She didn't feel like going back home quite yet so she decided to walk to the beach just a little over a mile away. She started to think about how things would be if all of her friends lived in the same city, well hell the city would be in pieces and they'd be behind bars. Together the four would be unstoppable.

About a hour and a half later she wanted to go home. She grabbed her backpack and started walking, all she really wanted to do was read in her room and talk to Camryn. She turned down her street and finally arrived at her house.
"Mom I'm home." She shouted
"Okay" her mother shouted back

She walked upstairs and opened her laptop, she decided to Skype Camryn instead of reading.
"Cammmrrryyyynnnn"
"Alliiicccceee"
"Whatcha been up to?" Alice asked
"Eh, not much. Just school and stuff" camryn stated
"Same" Alice replied
"I cannot wait until all of us are in one room, I just wanna have a huge group hug" Camryn laughed
They both giggled
"Ahh same, just a matter of time. I gots to go, my mom is calling me down for dinner." Said Alice
"Okie dokie byeee"
"Adios"

I went down the stairs, not wanting to eat because of my weight, I put some veggies on my plate and told my parents I was going to eat upstairs.. and by eat i meant throw it away.

I checked my phone to see the time.
"10:30! Already!?" I said to myself.
I quickly put on some pajamas, turned off the lights and laid down and snuggled in my blankets.
"Goodnight" I whispered to my dog while petting him and fell asleep.