Forever Isnt Real

i am me

Hannah's p.o.v

I basically have the life every fan girl/ fan boy whatever could ask for

I've met so many amazing youtubers and have became friends with all of them

But one youtuber fucked me all up
When I first met them I didn't know they'd be as important as they are, but guess what I'm suppose to get married to them now

That's a little further ahead but let's start from the very beginning

I was born in Dallas Texas its pretty cool I'm a Texas girl but when I was 4 we moved to LA were I met my super famous youtuber bestfriend but she didn't know it at the time

Ive lived in LA for 14 years now
Me and my bestfriend quickly connected and had so much in common
When she started filming YouTube videos she asked me to be in them and she showed me how awesome it is to be connected to all these fans through a camera lens

My bestfriend is Tana
You may know her as Tana Mongeau

Well yeah that's my bestfriend in the whole wide world
We've actually met so many celebrities together its insane
She is a psycho bestfriend but thats why I love her so damn much seriously its not just like oh we are so realatable

No ok, she is the most kind person but she's like crazy psycho kind of fun person not an oh stay away from me you're a psycho path I'm afraid you'll kill me

You know what I mean

But she's also been the only person their for me when I didn't have anyone
Growing up I was treated like shit by my dad who was abusive asf and the kids around me because I was like that loner girl
And I got made fun of because of how skinny I was like oh she's anorexic

But really I'm not I have a health problem and no matter how much I eat I never gain a lot of wait and it can be super dangerous for my health

Tana was their for me when I was bullied but even more when my mom died, she passed away in a car crash with my dad but of course he survived

He was very abusive to me and I'd run away to Tana's house and hide their for the night

He finally left me when I was 17 for a new wife who's a slut by the way
But through all the horrible stuff she's been there for me more than anyone and I love her so much for that

No matter how much our life changes we are always there for each other through it