Love starts small

* Chapter five * Lots of alcohol

sorry in advance for the late and short chapter but next chapter will be GOOOOOD C: enjoi

Amanda's P.O.V

God Jasper looked horrible.  Tyler really did beat the shit out of him.  I cannot believe I actually went on a date with him. We sat on his bed, talking about Melanie Martinez. After sitting for a hour he got up and swung his legs over the bed. It was a tad awkward that he was just in boxers, but I tried to ignore it. "Where are you going?" I asked. He grunted as he pushed him self off the bed. "Gotta talk to Damen." Uggg I shivered just at his name. Shouldn't he be the one in here, comforting Jasp? Poor Jasper deserves way better.

Jasper's P.O.V

"Hey Daren." I mumbled as he sat on his bed with an angry look. I sighed and walked over to the other edge of the bed and sat. "I'm fine I'll live, thanks for asking." He scoffed and I looked at him. He was curled up in the blankets and the pillows thrown on the floor. Maybe I shouldn't have hung out with Amanda so much. I mean he is my boyfriend. He seems to be acting more and more distant. Should I say something? Maybe Amanda was right about him. He was kinda being a dick.

"Come on say something." I grumbled in frustration. Daren responded by grunting and scooting further away. Come on. Jasp do something! I grabbed his hand a scooted closer to him. "Babe, please" I whispered to him. He turned and looked at me with his beautiful dark chocolate brown eyes. I leaned forward quickly and smashed my lips to his.  He stood wide eyed before he closed his eyes and melted into the kiss.  I pulled away first and looked at his eyes again.  "Remember I love you," I whispered and his eyes tear up.  "You made this so much more difficult," he whispered back.  I looked at him with a confused look.  "We should break up."

Daren's P.O.V

"We should break up," I spat through my tearing eyes. His face slowly went from blank to surprised. His green eyes teared up and he ran out of the room.  Once he left I burst into tears.  I watched my black, eyeliner stains tears slide down my face.  God, why must I have done this.  He deserved better anyway.  Once I pulled myself together, I walked into my bath room.

TRIGGER WARNING

I searched through the yellow cabinets.  I threw all the soaps, shampoos, and conditioners onto the cold, grey tiled floor.  I looked around for a moment before I found it.  I grabbed the small silver scissors from the back of the cabinet.  I pulled up my sleeve that showed previous scars from 2 years ago.  Back before me and Jasper started dating.  I pulled the scissor blades apart and grabbed one end.  I slid the blade down my arm and watched as the blood began to surface.  I winced and I pulled my sleeve back down.  I threw the scissors on the ground and stomped out of the bathroom.  I jumped onto the bed, making sure not to hit my cut arm on the bed.

TRIGGER WARNING ENDED (he did self harm incase you didn't read)

Jasper's P.O.V

I still sat with my eyeliner stained tears stuck onto my face.  They had dried and left weird black marks. But why?! What did I do to him. I hugged my knees and sat on my bed. It was her wasn't it? Damn it Amanda. Why did she have to come in my life. I needed her right now. But as usual she's too busy doing some kind of paper work for a job. Poor girl can't even get a job. Every one claims that she is in her parents footsteps. I hate every single one of those assholes.

She threw the door open and glared at me. Shit, Mylinda. "Where is your brother?" she asked with a deep voice. Alright, it's official, we are dead. I looked at her wide eyed and grabbed the words to say. "In th-the front yard," I spoke with fear dripping from my voice. Her venomous eyes closed in frustration as she sighed. She stormed out of the room and with a loud BANG slammed the door.