So naked
I'm alone with my thoughts
You knew me inside out
and you left
I'm not sure how to fill in this hole
Take me back to the life that was so simple
When I was whole
when I could sleep at night
Now my heaven is falling
I've been lying to everyone especially myself
I'm not okay
I don't think I ever will be
so please remember that
when I take this gun by it's handle
and paint the walls with the inside of my head