I thought running away from all my problems would help me figure out what was going on in my life. But that just makes everything worse.
If You Really Knew Me, you would know that my life is or was never as perfect as anyone seemed to think it was, I would always be compared to others about how bad their lives were and how great mine was. But they don't know the HALF of it.
I was sitting, eating a pizza that i had just ordered, when suddenly. *BAM*
I woke up to there being blood dripping on the side of my head, and me laying on the cold, hard tile floor. As I slowly began to sit myself up on the chair beside me wondering what had just happened, my mother came and walked through the the door with a wet washcloth. She slung the wet cloth at my face and demanded I'd clean up the blood or else I'd next wake up on the hospital bed in an Emergency Room. Sitting there wiping off all the blood on the floor. I choked up the nerve to ask her why she had punched me in the face and down onto the floor.
"Oh so you don't remember do you? Do you need me to punch you one more time so you could remember how much of a smartass you were being?" She yelled with the look of rage and anger on her face.
"Mom can you please tell me what happened last night so I can explain myself." I said with a voice full of despair and hard tears running in my eyes as I hopelessly watched the vein pulsing through her head.
She furiously explained what happened last night:
"You wanted to show off in front of your friends yesterday by talking back to me repeatedly, you know that crap pisses me off, Iv'e been telling you for the past whenever and now I finally got you back you worthless piece of crap."
It all came to me as I remembered what happened last night.
*flashback*
"TAMOYAH! Get over here and clean up these damn clothes on the floor"
"No mom wait a minute I'm doing something" I snapped back to her as I continued talking to my friends.
"So anyway I was saying, what happened the other night when-"
I was cut off by my mom.
"What the hell did I just say? Go pick up the damn clothes on the floor NOW" She yelled furiously.
"Can you wait a minute I said I'm gonna get to it, god."
She stormed out the room and hadn't said a word to me since then.
