The story of a fighter

CHAPTER 1- ORDINARY LIFE

" Daddy,please!...I beg you don't go!" I cried.He doesn't turn,doesn't stop. I can see him disappearing in the distance.

"Daddy,please,listen to me...I love you,don't go!"I yelled. He was gone.Just like that.Without regretting,without turning back.My body became so heavy.I couldn't take it anymore.My head started spinning.I felt so dizzy.I am falling..Oh,God,please,help me..I am falling into darkness.So numb.It is my end.I close my eyes,tears rolling down my cheek .

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"Shit!" I threw away my blanket and tried to stood up.But I fell right back into my bed.I was covered in my sweat.

"Definetly needing shower" I said to myself and stood up succesfully this time.

It was just one more ordinary morning in my life.Without expectations,wishes,love or need for anybody. I was living just to survive. While thinking about my shitty life,I started my way to the bathroom and turned hot water hoping it would wash all of my memories which were tearing me apart. I love to take long showers,I love that feeling of water washing all sins,all bad things..Why can't I stay in here forever? Just as I step inside the shower I heard a familiar voice.

"Hope,where are you,grl? We're gonna be so late!" And just like that,the real world came back to me.

"God,could a girl get a decent shower without someone barking on the door? I'll be there in a minute". I said to Catrina.She is my best friend.Or better to say,the only friend I have and believe.Yes,you can call me a looser or freak.I just don't like people.Catrina says I have a trust issue.I guess she is right. Last five years of my life have proven me that it's the best option.

"What do you think you're doing,Catrina? Stop touching my things" I spotted her stalking on my laptop when I opened the bathroom door so I run to the table and shut it down.She just loves to put her nose everywhere. I couldn't stand anyone touching my private stuff.I really love her but at this point,I was just so irritated.

"Hmm,someone stood on the wrong foot" she said playfully.

"Catrina,just stop it,won't you?.I haven't even had my first coffee yet."

" You are lucky to have me for your friend" she said while taking two cups of coffee from the kitchen island and bringing them in front of us.

"I love you,bitch" I said and kissed her on the cheek.

"C'mon,the boss's gonna kill us". Catrina stood up when we finished our coffees.I followed her right behind locking the door to my apartment.

We entered her car.She was driving her old black Mercedes.She could afford herself a new one right today because her parents were loaded but she loved this one too much.It had memories she is attached to like she says.When I asked which memory is the best ,I instantly regretted .Of course she lost virginity in that car.Thank God I am always sitting in the front.

Catrina was very attractive girl.Boys liked her a lot. Wherever she was,there was always at least one guy who would flirt with her.But she was picky and mostly single because she couldn't find what she was looking for even she didn't know what that is.But she liked one night stands.Better to enjoy the life until the right one comes,she would say.Catrina has long brown curly hair and big brown eyes.Her skin is always perfectly tan like she'd been every day in solarium.Boy,I was jelaous of it! Her lips were thin but perfect for her face.She always wore shiny lipstick on.The best thing about her was that she never showed off with her parents wealth.She even got herself a job in the average caffeteria in order to show her parents and the world that she's independent woman now. I was so proud of her because of that.

We arrived in no time to Nyall's.It is a caffeteria where I met Catrina for the first time.We were signing for work here in the same time,one year ago and luckily,the boss was looking for two persons.We were both good in our job and always helped each other.I had some previous experiences so I helped Catrina untill she adapted.

"Hope,how are we today? Long night,huh?" my pain-in-the-ass boss asked me.

"I know you like dirrty details,Nyall,but I don't have any for you,sorry.You know I'm a saint" I gave him an innocent smile

"Saint my ass! I am sure you have some secret life there but we will found out,my lady" Nyall said while smirking at me .

"I don't know if your ass is saint but.." I accepted his game of words laughing.

"Cut it off,Hope,go and do something productive." Nyall played his madass-boss card.

Catrina and I laughed while approaching the bar.He was so sweet and had been so supportive from the start to us.Especially for Catrina.I bet he has feelings for her but won't tell anyone.They would make a cute couple,thought.Nyall never used his position of a boss with us and we were gratefull fort that. He is always happy,cheerfull and ready to help .And when I think now,I've never seen him angry,only nervous but even then,all three of us make a good laugh of it untill he lights up.But there is one thing I don't like. Nyall always gives me lectures about boys and love.Ugh,boys,no,never.Not me.Someone would say that I am lesbian but hell no.I just don't believe in love,I guess. I loved one person in my life.My daddy.He was my prince,my everything.And then..No,Hope,you can't keep doing this to yourself.You are strong! , I told to myself.

But what if life has another plan for you? You keep going and avoiding any sort of attachment to people thinking it will be better then to love and suffer after.I didn't want another betrayal. I wasn't sure if I could get through it once again. Loneliness was the only constant in my life and I liked it that way.And then it happend.I saw it.

I saw that one thing that will change my life forever in a way I couldn't even imagine..

**** And here we go...I really hope you liked this first chapter like I did.

What do you think Hope saw that shook her so much? I think it's predictable and I would appriciate if you comment and vote :) I won't bother you much so let's get