My Best Friend, Justin

*YOUR P.O.V.*

      Hours. It has felt like hours since I've been laying here with my head on Justin's lap on the couch as I quietly sob into my palms. Justin's finger carefully run through my hair, his other hand caressing my body. "Please stop crying, babe." he whispers once again, looking down at me. I think I've heard that sentence a million times today, yet I still can't stop crying. My body is shaking, my cheeks burn from all the tears and my eyes are swollen. He cheated. Again. Tyler, the guy I've been dating for over 3 years now fucking cheated on me a second time. Catching him fuck another whore in my own bed just made me wanna die. Of course I immediately got over to Justin's house, after all he's always been my best friend. Not to mention that we've known each other for more than 15 years. "Please." Justin whispers once again, his face coming closer down to mine. I slowly move my hand away, getting a free sight. I stay quiet and look deeply into his eyes, a small smile forms on Justin's face as he sees that I've stopped sobbing. I slowly sit up, leaning my body back against the couch. "I'm telling you, *yn*. We're driving back to your place right the fuck now, then I'll kick Tyler's ass for doing this to you and afterwards you'll finally break up with that dude okay?" Justin says softly, trying to stay calm from all the anger he has for Tyler. I stay quiet letting out a say, as I lay my head back. "Your not forgiving him for making the same mistake twice, are you?" Justin says worriedly his eyes widening as he looks at me. "I don't know" I manage to mumble, so weak from all the pain I've been through with Tyler. But after all I still love Tyler, and I just can't leave him. "Maybe he deserves another chance 😌, this is the last one" I say avoiding eye contact with my best friend as I look down at my fingers. "Are you serious y*n?" Justin says, and he gets up from the couch. "That shit head keeps fucking so many hoes, behind your back and you still want him 😟, he doesn't even deserve you or your love one bit, he's lucky I haven't killed him yet 😊"  Justin's voice gets stronger as he shakes his head in disappointment, Curiously looking into my eyes " After everything, he had put you through... Wow" he whispers to himself, even though I can still hear his words. I stay quiet, my eyes are focusing on the floor as I sigh again. Justin stares at me with doubt, waits for me to say something. "Just drive me home pls' I say softly, and he swallows hard. "I can't believe you right now" Justin says quietly shaking his head, grabbing his keys from the table and heading out to the front door.
     I bite my lip before I follow him outside. He leads me to the car and opens the door for me to step in before getting back to the drivers side. He starts his engine and pulls out of his garage. Justin starts zooming down the road as the red-orange sunshine from the sunset shines on his face revealing his hazel green eyes, I look at him before leaning elbow against the window and I close my eyes. The whole car ride was so awkward and quiet, usually our car rides are always fun 😞 and after 10 min. Justin pulls up to mine and Tyler's house. He parks the car and turns the engine off, looking over at me. I look back into his eyes as we stay sitting silent. "Please don't go back to him" justin says again and I shake my head. "I have to. I love him" I say as Justin licks his lips. He stares out the window, then back at me. "He hurt you y*n, and not only once" Justin speaks. "I know but I can forgive" I answer before unlocking my seat belt. Justin lets out a long sigh, knowing I won't change my mind. "I'm only letting you go, because I want you to be happy, and if you say that, he has the power to make you happy, then be with him. It's your decision and I may not understand it but I respect it, I always got your back alright? But just know that if he hurts you again I'll fuck him up and this time I really mean it." Justin speaks softly, and a small smile appears on my face. "Thank you for everything, I love you" I reply leaning over to him. I kiss his cheek before getting out of the car. "I love you too, babe" Justin answers with a weak smile and I close the door.
     I make my way towards my house and reach the keys in my pocket. I unlock the door, and step inside. "Baby?" I hear Tyler's voice shouting from upstairs. He rushes down the stairs and runs over To me. Pulling me in for a tight hug. "I'm sorry baby girl, I know I fucked up, please forgive me" he mumbles pressing my body onto his, as I stay quiet. He kisses my cheek and moves his lips over to mine. "I love you" he whispers to my ear, as his hands traveling down to my waist as he kisses me. I slowly kiss back as my hands warp around his neck. After a while, he pulls away, looking at me with a smile. "So... You're forgiving me? Tyler asks and I slowly nod my head. He cups my cheeks. "I promise baby girl, I regret hurting you like that and I swear, that will be the last time, you're all I want, and I love you a lot okay?" Tyler says as I see the guilt in his eyes. He means it. I traveling down. I can feel it. I lightly smile before u kiss him again, not knowing his words will soon turn out to be lies.