Izaya x reader

The lover I left behind

You are (Y/N) (L/N), the former girlfriend of the evil informant, Izaya Orihara.

And today, you had decided to go out with a few of your friends for lunch however, it didn't occur to you right away but this day just so happens to be the day that you and Izaya met.

"(Y/N), are you listening?" Your friend asked, pulling you out of your train of thought. "Huh? No, sorry..." You said, honestly feeling no remorse at all. "You've been spacing out all afternoon...what's the matter?" She asked worriedly, "Just lost in thought." You replied, "About?" She pried, "My current life and my past life." She looked at you confused, "It's been three years since..." You paused, "Izaya?" She asked, "Yeah, him..." you replied.

It has been three years since you've last seen that raven-haired bastard and even though you've convinced yourself that you hate him, you still can't help but miss him. "Well, it is your anniversary..." She said, "Huh?" You asked, "Today is the 31st (Y/N), the day you met Izaya remember." She replied, "Why do you know that?" You asked, "Because today is also my anniversary." She said happily, "Now I'm really confused..." You said, "It's the day we officially became friends." She replied, "We don't have a day for that..." You said, "Yeah, I made it up." She replied happily, "(F/N)..." You said irritatedly,

"Hey, it's getting late, I'm gonna start heading back." She said, "Yeah, I have to get home and feed my rabbit, see you later (F/N)." You said waving goodbye, "Bye." She said back. 

On your way back home you started to remember all of the small things that Izaya would do when you were together. How he would greet you every time you got home from work.

"I'm home..." You said tiredly, "Hello?" You asked, wondering where your mischevious boyfriend was. You went to go set down your bag on the table and as soon as it left your fingers, Izaya sneakily wrapped his arms around your waist lightly, "Iz-" You tried to speak but, you were quickly cut off by Izaya's lips being pressed onto yours.

"Welcome home," He whispered, making you tremble "I've been waiting for you." He said, spinning your body towards him, "Iza-" Once again you were cut off by Izaya, "I love you." He said softly after breaking the kiss.

Finally, after a few minutes of walking, you made it home. "Choco, I'm hooome~" You cooed as you unlocked your door. "I bet you're starving." You said picking your adorable rabbit off of the floor. "I missed you, my love." You claimed, snuggling your face into his body.

Of course, doing this only made you remember how you got Chocolate Milk in the first place.

"(Y/N)!" Izaya yelled happily. "Hm?" You replied, "Do you remember when you said that you wanted a pet ~?" he asked, "Yea, but you don't really like animals so, I gave up on it. "So, you don't want him then?" he said as he pulled a milky-white rabbit with large brown eyes and blackish-brown spots on it, from behind him.

you melted at the sight of this adorable rabbit and you knew just what to call him. "Oh. My. God." You said, grabbing the rabbit from Izaya's grasp, "Chocolate Milk." What?" Izaya asked sounding puzzled "That's his name!" You yelled excitedly, "Chocolate Milk~" You sang, waving the bunny around happily.

Snapping back to reality, you quickly placed your pet back onto the floor, "Anway, let's get you some food." Walking past your pet you made your way to the kitchen, "Food, water, treat." You said grabbing each of these items from your fridge. "You know, sometimes...you smell like Izaya, Choco." You claimed, placing the food and water into your pet's bowl.

"You remind me so much of him..." Chocolate Milk waddled to his bowl and began to eat and drink as you spoke to him.

"..." You stood there silently watching as Chocolate Milk finished his meal.

Of course, your mind continued to think of all of the things that Izaya would do when you were at home together.'

"(Y/N)?" Izaya called, "Hm?" you answered, "Come here," He said happily, "I want to give you something." You began to walk over to him slowly, "What's up?" You asked, now standing completely in front of him. "..." He stared at you for a bit quietly, "Um, Izaya?" You said, starting to back up a bit, "Come back." He demanded, pulling your body closer to his, "Tell me," He began bringing his face closer to yours, "that you love me." He stopped inches from your lips, "W-what..." You stuttered, "If you say it, ill continue." He smirked lightly, "I...dont even want you to continue." You said, shoving his body away from yours. "You are no fun at all, so un-cute." He said, "And you, have too much fun for your own good." You replied.

Tears were starting to well up in your eyes, "I miss him I guess..." You said wiping away tears, "But, why...?" You cried, "It's not fair!" It wasn't fair, he lied to you, he hurt you, and it was like he didn't even care.

So why did you?