If I was told to describe what it felt like, I would have to say it feels like falling for years and suddenly hitting the bottom, but the bottom is covered in spikes with nails sticking out of them and when you hit it hurts so much but it doesn't kill you, it leaves you spitting blood and in immense pain but it won't kill you, it just watches as you suffer and then when the pain starts to stop, it drops 20 more body's on and shoves you deeper in the spikes but with warm sticky blood dripping on you and the screams of those that can't handle it. That is what it feels like when your parents get a divorce.
So think of that feeling but then over 4 years both parents get married to other people, and then get a divorce just after you started to like the other parents, my mom is my savior because my dad doesn't accept that I'm trams and want to be a girl but my mom accepts that and sometimes I hear her thanking her personal god that I am trans and sometimes I thank her for saving my life and taking me and I just wish that I didn't have to live with my terrible dad and I could just live with my mom but every other week is a painful murder and those spikes, they grow more nails into me every other week but leaving me suspended between life and death and making me wish I could just move and finish myself off.
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Each Step A Little Closer
General FictionA boy named Alex goes through the hardest time I his life, his only thought is suicide and with all the things going on his his life, I wouldn't blame him.
