baby- jjk.

12;

triger?

" give me your hand "

" why? "

" stop playing hard to get before i kick you in the butt! "

" im not a baby hyung "

" to me , you still are "

" noo , im a big boy hyung! " puffing out his chest .

taehyung chuckled and ruffled kookie's hair .

" you do know that im the one who shields you away from rain? "

" and you do know that im the one who kills spiders that scare you? "

" touché "

" someday i'll be the one to protect you from everything hyung . " a serious tone flowing .

" and i can't wait for that day kookie "

grabbing jungkook's soft hands

" but for now , i'll be the one doing that "

he led him to the rooftop .

" hyung ... it's 2am , and i have an exam lat-" taehyung shushed him with his index finger and stared at the sky .

a few minutes of staring at the moon and stars , taehyung broke the silence surrounding them

" jimin told me that you like him " taehyung murmured while still looking up .

flushed , jungkook stayed quiet .

" he said he liked me back tae " he fiddled with the hems of his sweater , a tiny smile laid on his face .

scoffing , taehyung looked at his dongsaeng .

an unreadable expression on his face .

" he can tell that he likes you , but i know he doesnt " taehyung coldly replied .

glancing at his hyung who was staring him down , he felt crushed .

' he doesn't like me? '

jungkook thought

" ya he's not good for you! what do you even see in him? " tae desperatley asked .

he should be the one who was helpless

because of jungkook , taehyung is ruined .

swallowed up in fear of loneliness

wanting jungkook to save him .

but in this case he will be the one to save jungkook from falling for someone who wont even give him a second glance .

even if jungkook never bothered to catch taehyung from falling .

" i like him " a frown setting in

" and i know him jungkook " taehyung pointed to himself .

" trust me on this " reaching out to hold jungkook's hand , jungkook took a step back .

worry and fear filled taehyung's teary eyes .

" jungkook trust me i-i know him , he's just gonna break yo-"

" no " jungkook stared at taehyung who had tears falling on his cheeks and a hand clutched at his chest .

" what? " he whispered , feeling himself slowly falling into an unexplainable sadness and betrayal .

" i said no , you have been his best friend for God knows how long taehyung , and yet you say things behind his back? " jungkook blinded by his liking towards jimin .

didnt even know that he was risking his friendship with taehyung ... all for jimin .

" but its the truth! " taehyung pulled at his hair out of desperation for jungkook to understand .

jungkook will never understand

" do you do that to me too huh? talk behind my back? " jungkook glared at taehyung , who was by this point now sobbing , hiccups heard every second .

" why would i do that to you? " taehyung can't breathe

" why wouldn't you? , you done it to jimin " jungkook spitted .

" i love you , i would never do that " he confessed .

silence

" ... " jungkook looked at taehyung , hopefully in a bright light .

but not everyone get's a happy ending .

" is this silence your goodbye? " throat tightening .

taehyung can't breathe

taehyung felt his knees go weak when he saw jungkook through half closed eyes , climbing down the rooftop away from him .

taehyung wanted to scream

crying out to the stars who never seem to give him what he wanted .

" this was my only wish , are you that greedy that you make the only person i valued , leave me? "

he couldnt let him go

his heart was full of him

maybe it was his fault

he worried for his own sanity

he feared that he'll be gone

he doesn't have anything to lose anymore

but in this case , the only sane thing to do is go mad .

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