What I Should've Done

Little things you did

I remember all the little things you did.
You would always comment on my hands and say how small and adorable they were. You would always tell me to put my hand on yours to compare our hand sizes. I was so oblivious to the fact that you were trying to hold my hand when you did that.

There are some things that will always be embedded in my mind like when you called me beautiful under your breath. I asked what you said even though I had heard you because I wanted to see if you would tell the truth. You never did, all you would say was "oh nothing" or "never mind". But the main thing I remember is when you whispered " I love you". I heard but refused to believe it.

I knew that you had been with a lot of girls and you were a player. People talk so you must know that I would find out about you. People also said that you treated me better than anyone else, but of course I let the negative thoughts consume everything else.

I shouldn't have let everyone else change my perspective of you. I deeply regret never thinking you could change.