As I sit here drowning in my thoughts, I know that this is the end. I have given up, there is not much to say or do. I've tried but it hasn't worked I have put my everything into fixing it but lost it all. The pieces turned to dust,there is nothing left. It's killing me inside, make it stop! I need it to stop! Stop the pain, the fear, stop it all. It has drained me of everything. It has tore me apart until there was nothing left to tear. It won, I lost, now what...
