The Bullies (Magcon)

Chapter 25

(Next Day)

***Jenns POV***

I stayed up all night thinking about shawn and only shawn and it was eating me up inside

Bit by bit

I eventually fell asleep at around 3

And got woken up by someone shaking me

"Jenn cmon wake up leta go eat breakfast"matt said

"No thanks im not hungry"i said

"Are you sure" he said

"Yeah i dont feel like going out ill eat something here if i get hungry but i just wanna sleep now"i said

"Well ok then text me if u changed ur mind"he said

"Ok thanks matt"i said

After that everyone on the bus left to go eat

I dont think i was ever gonna eat my appetite has gone way down

Even thinking about food it disgusts me

This whole time i was thinking about shawn

I cant get him out of my head

And its honestly so frustrating

***2 hours later***

Since everyone was probably on their way i decided to look kind of cute for todays show

Just exactly when i finished up all the boys came in but i noticed

There was an extra person

And it was a girl i wonder who shes with

But then i notice shawn grabbing her hand and then wrappimg his arm around her waist

Im not gonna deny it but i did feel a sting of jealousy right there

But i mean were not dating so why should i be jealous

I could only see the girls back

But when she turned aroumd

Omg she is beautifull

Now im really jealous

But sad

But dissapointed

And so..............broken

My heart hurts

Looks like i definitely lost my chance now

I started walking back to my bunk but cameron saw me and stopped me

"Woah hey why are u crying"he said

Woah crying

I lifted my hand and touched my cheek amd felt wetness (that honestly sounds really disgusting)