After my video was released there was a bunch of stuff on my relationship with Jay Park on social media and Max was being sneaky and showed everything that happened during the making of the video so that added more on to the load,
"I'm so bored" I say
"Maybe you should go help your husband" Simon says
"We aren't together, it was just a video" I say
"Okay" he says
"You're so annoying" I moved away from him
"Why are you here" Loco asks
"Cha-cha needs to give me my flash drive back" I say
"I have it" he came out of the studio and have it to me
"Thank you" I say
"Hey" Jay hugged me then kissed my forehead
"Why aren't you dating yet" Wegun asks
"Because my Uncle is visiting his mother so his guards are roaming around and Jay is scared" I say
"I'm not scared" Jay says
"Really" I ask
"Of course I'm not scared" he says
"The lioness challenges her mate's pride making him upset" Gray says
"Well I'm dressed nicely and my hair is done so take me on a date" I say
"She asks him to hunt and tries to trick him by pointing out how good she looks" Simon says
"I can't, I have to record and write and shoot and do CEO stuff" Jay says
"He says he must relax with the leader's of other groups and protect some newborn cubs" Elo says
"Dok2 offered to take me on a date anyway" I say
"The lioness threatens to leave him" Hoody says
"What do you mean by Dok2 offered" he asks
"The male attacks with a bitch face and an overly aggressive question" Cha-cha says
"He said he would take me on a date to apologize for being mean to me last week" I say
"Last week is the past this is the present and in the present you're my girlfriend" Jay says
"The lion stands pridefully and growls at the lioness to let her know who she belongs to" Gray says
"I'm not going to wait the rest of my life for you to officially ask me out and you haven't made any advances in doing so therefore I can date ever I want until someone makes a move" I say
"The lioness roars at himto show she doesn't need him" Hoody says
"Jagi I'm sorry I haven't made any advances, I've just been worried that I'm going to mess up again" Jay says
"The lion falters and changes his attitude to keep his lioness from leaving him" Elo says
"Then you really should take the risk because I'm not going to just wait for you to make a move" I say
"The lioness continues to threaten his claim over her" Loco says
"I didn't mean to take so long" Jay hugged me and kissed my face
"The Lion attacks with kitten licks and tries to persuade her to stay" Pumpkin joins in
"I don't care what you meant to do, I'm still single and you're complaining about me going out with other guys" I say
"The lioness rejects his affection" Wegun joined in too
"I'm scared of your Uncle and messing up" Jay says
"The lion admits to the fear of the female's strong Uncle who is concurrently visiting from a few hours away" Gray says
"He's only going to be here for a week and you're letting that small amount of time effect everything" I say
"The lioness doesn't take the bait and has made her stand, will she leave or will she stay" Kiseok says
"He could kill me for messing up, I'd rather take the chance of messing up when he's too far away to harm me than mess up when he could be right outside" Jay says
"You just messed up" I say
Jay's POV
She left the studio,
"Are you going to go after her or make the same mistake every other guy makes and assume that she'll come back and cry to you" Kiseok asks
"Jazmyne isn't coming back after this, she may have came back in the past but she's not coming back now" Gray says
"Quit being a dumb ass and run Jay!" Cha-cha shouted, I ran out of the building ad when I looked around I didn't see her but I knew where she was going.
I bolted down the street until I caught sight of her, I walked quickly in her direction and turned her around
"Jay I-
"I love you and I refuse to let anyone take you way from me, you aren't just an object to me and not even close to a fetish. You're my world and I can't live without you, I never want you to forget that. If you walk away now I'll stop chasing after you and I will wait, I'll wait however long it takes but in case I don't see you again I want just this one last kiss" I pulled her close and kissed her slowly and gently, thunder boomed and she tensed then wrapped her arms around my neck. It started raining and I pulled away to see a few girls watching us in shock,
"Do you forgive me" I ask
"We should get out of the rain" she said as the thunder boomed, we went to AOMG and instead of being all cuddly with me she was being cuddly with Kiseok and Gray, she would close her eyes every time there was a flash or thunder boomed and she wouldn't look at me so she never saw my glare
"I think Jazmyne's scared of storms" Loco says
"No she's not, she just want to make you jealous" I say, Kiseok pointed to me and I put on a fake smile and looked at Loco
"Okay" he walked away and in less than a second Jazmyne was on my lap, she looked good curled up in my lap with her black leggings and her donut hoodie and a lot better then curled up with Kiseok and Gray
"You've lived in Korea for 7 years and you're just now experiencing a storm" I ask
"It's not that" she whispers
"What's wrong because I've never seen you get scared about a storm" i ask
"They sound like the got shots from Syria, I'm only over here because Kiseok Oppa said it was quieter and it sounds the same" she whispers
"If you say I'm better than Simon I'll make it all go away" I say
"Jay ssi this is serious" I can't believe she called him oppa and called me ssi
"If you didn't sound cute I'd move away from you" I picked her up and took her to the sound booth
"Let's make some music, I know you like to make love sings" I say
"I don't make love songs with random people, I either do it by myself or who I'm interested in" she says
"Are you still mad at me" I ask
"Yes" she says
"Why" I ask
"All you did was apologize in public and kiss me in the rain, I don't care for clichés" she says
"That's just how it happened" I say
"I only came back because I was scared and I knew Gray could keep me occupied, I don't forgive you at all" she says
"But-
"I'm not the same girl that you found at the store with no memory, I've been through too much to be a grown woman and have to teach guys how to treat me" she says
"You were in the wrong place at the wrong time, I would've made it up to you" I say
"I don't care how drunk you got, you should've had enough common sense to remember you had a girlfriend" she says
"Maybe everything is your fault and you haven't realised it, it could've been something you did that drove me to cheat" I say
"How could I possibly make you cheat" she asks
"You don't have sex often, no one has the luxury of running their fingers through your hair or tucking it behind your ear, you're really dark skinned-
"Hold on, so you think that because I have darker skin I made you cheat" she asks
"It's not a beauty standard and it's not common to be so dark here, if you were lighter I wouldn't have any reasons to cheat on you but you aren't and it's hard to see your beauty in the dark so 75% of the time I don't know how you look" she ran out of the sound booth letting me know I messed
Jazmyne's POV
I didn't know where I was running but I wanted somebody to tell me everything would be okay, I ran into a guy who was with his friends
"I'm so sorry, I wasn't looking where I was going, sorry" they just stared at me so I went around them and continued running, I soon ran into a hard chest
"What are you doing running in the rain with tears in your eyes" I looked up and it was my Uncle's top guard
"It wasn't his fault" I say
"I won't tell, just tell me what's wrong" Amerigo took me inside a café and let me cry on him for a while
"Do you want anything" Amerigo asks
"No" I say
"Well do you want to tell me what's wrong" he asks
"I was arguing with- a friend and he said that it was my fault he cheated and it was probably because I'm so dark and he couldn't see me most of the time because I'm so dark" I say
"I can make a list of people who like dark skinned women" he says
"No you can't" I say
"Spaniards and Italians like chocolate, kids like chocolate, and those people over there like chocolate" he says
"But I'm not chocolate, I'm a person" I say
"Most Italians I know love dark skinned women, I think Miguel has a black girlfriend" he says
"You don't get it" I say
"Then elaborate for me" I got the chills
"Black people are decided by colors like how Asians are divided by where they're from, Japanese culture isn't the same as Thai culture just how mocha people aren't treated the same as chocolate people so when you talk to Black people about a girl you need to say the skin tone. The black men don't really divide themselves like that and can't be divided like that so the dark skinned females get all the big burdens of being black while lighter people can say they're mixed and get a pass" I say
"That's too complicated, you should work together" he says
"Can you say respiratory" I ask
"Respiratory" I couldn't help but smile
"What" he asks
"Nothing I just like your accent" I say
"Why do women like my accent" he asks
"Because it's so pretty and no one really picks up European type languages" I say
"What did I tell you about calling me pretty, I've told you repeatedly not call me pretty or cute or adorable" I laughed as he continued to rant in Latin, he got his coffee then took me home
"Amerigo" I call
"Yes" I went and sat on his lap, I leaned in and kissed him
"Jazmyne you're only doing this because you're upset, my job is to protect your family and keep you happy while I'm here and this isn't they way I should make you happy. You are a beautiful successful strong independent woman and I would be honored to have you but you're just desperate to feel loved and you're vulnerable right now and I refuse to take advantage of you like that, I wish I could have you but I will never accept this form of affection at a desperate vulnerable state" he says
"Why not" he repositioned me on his lap
"That wouldn't be fair to either of us" he kissed my forehead
Time Skip
"I'm sorry" Jay says
"Where's Cha-cha" I ask as I look around the studio
"He's off today" Jay says
"Tell him I was looking for him" I say
"Wait" he pulled me by my wrist
"Let go" I say
"Hear me out" he says
"I'm done with you" I say
"Please don't leave" he says
"You're hurting my wrist" I say
"Stop trying to walk away, just listen to me" he says
"Jay's being mean to me!" I say
"Nobody's here" Jay says
"Let go, you're hurting my wrist" I say
"Please just talk to me" he pulled me to his chest and kissed my wrist
"Jay" I whine
"I didn't mean to hurt your wrist or hurt your feelings, I don't know why I keep hurting the girl I love. Some people say I'm stupid for messing up so much but seeing you now is starting to make me think it's because my love for you drives me crazy" I thanked my parents for making me dark skinned so I couldn't visibly blush
"I'm really truly sorry, please be my girlfriend" I couldn't speak because he was looking me straight in the face so I kissed him instead, he moved his hands to my lower back and pulled me closer. He bit my lip asking for entrance and I granted access, I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and I felt him smile into the kiss before pulling away
"What's on your lips" he asks
"Delight" I say
"That from your line" he asks
"Yeah, it's from the soft and delicious selection" I say
"Let me see" I gave it to him and he read the sticker
"It just came out last week and got released to stores yesterday" I say
"I want to taste it again" he pulled me into another kiss
"You're such a dork" I say
"I like the taste but I like the way it makes your lips feel even more" he says
"Look at it" I opened it and rolled up the softening brush
"You're so smart" he kissed my cheek
"I know" I say
"Why are you stroking your chin" he asks
"I feel like I forgave you too quickly" I say
"You never yelled at me" he says
"Don't hold my wrist like that!" I say
"You feel better" he asks
"Yeah" I say
