Poisoned. ✔ {Completed}

15;

"We need to talk, Cas," I stared at him with concerned eyes as he sat on the couch and rubbed the bridge of his nose with shut eyes but I could still noticed the dark shade of rings around them and his disaster of a head, his hair in all sorts of directions it looked like a tsunami had hit him. I saw all sort of paperwork,documents, his laptop and folders scattered around his coffee table and counter;practically everywhere.

"If only he has his interest to me more than his work," my mind retorted.

But the thought of it happening came upon the the thinnest of things. Even a string of wool wouldn't make it.

"Victoria," he started slowly looking up to me,"what are you doing here?"

"Cas, I miss you and I wanted to see you ," I replied to his absurd question."I need you back home. With me. On the couch."

"I miss you too, fiorella," he stood up and walked towards me and cupped my cheeks and rests his forehead against mine," I just have so much work to do,bambino."

I swallowed hard and took in a sharp breathe. I couldn't do this anymore. The inner me had given up and needed closure once and for all.

"Cas,if you not going to make time for me,"I started slowly peeling his warm hands away from my face  making me shiver because of his warmth was away from me. "I'm not going to make time for you,"

I took a step back and I saw the hurt and sadness in his eyes pleasing me to stay. I turned around and it took all of me to close that door and break down as I ran back to my car. Emotions were my strongest weakness and right now, they were awoken and they surfaced themselves showing their grim faces into my mind.

I made an oath with my best friend as a kid and I was not living towards it at the moment.

"Weakness is for the sickness of tortured souls, I am not one tortured soul thus I am never going to he weak."

Ophelia and I were two disasters meant to make the people around us suffer but as time grew on us, we realised all we had was each other and I wasn't going to lose her. At the moment, my oath began to shutter down like glass that has broken. My oath was beginning to bleed and I had to bandage it up before anything touched it.

My feelings made me furious. Of him. Of everything. Of me.

And I had a feeling they'd stay the for a long, long time. 

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A/n: it wasn't suppose to he long but I contemplated where I should or shouldn't .

And we all know I just did. ;)

Enjoy the book ...

-Love

~Z🌸