You laid on your stomach, on the bed, in the bedroom on your laptop just scrolling through pictures on Tumblr. Little could anyone see, you had something heavy on your mind. Something you just couldn't get off unless you told someone, yet you couldn't because you are afraid of the person you tell get really angry. "How would I even go about telling him ?", Is what you thought to yourself. You were so torn in between Diggy and Marqus, and the decision is so much more harder than it seems.
Marqus: (comes in and smacks you on the butt) Hey Bubble Butt !!! (kisses your cheek) (lays down with you and puts his hand on the back of your lower thigh) What's wrong boo ?...............
Y/N: (still looking at the computer)...................
Marqus: Talk to Meeeee!!!!!
Y/N: (slams the laptop shut and looks at him irritably) What do you want me to say Marqus?..............Huh !?................ that I love you and I'm 100% cool with you going to club and, hanging out with your friends, chasing girls,.....NO!..............Baby I thought that when you said you wanted me to be your girl we were gonna spend a little bit more time together.....not every waking moment, not even a lot.......but just a little bit more time. Now we hardly spend any.
Marqus: I know baby....and I promise when I get back we will spend a lot more time together......
Y/N: What do you mean ? "When you get back "..................
Marqus: I gotta go on tour for 2 months.................
Y/N: (beats her fist in the bed) DAMNIT MARQUS I'M SICK OF THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!....................I'm sick of you springing shit on me like "oh its okay I'll just go along with it".......I'm not as flexible as you think I am Marqus.............
Marqus: Baby I know......................but it's just two months............two and I promise I'll be right back in your arms.................you just gotta be strong for me okay ?.....................okay ?.............. I love you (kisses your neck) You love me ? (kisses your neck)....................(forcefully flips you over with him on top) tell me you love me
He uttered those words once before he came down on top of you crashing his lips against yours. You clenched together every muscle you could because as good as it felt to have his hands wandering all over your body, you couldn't enjoy something that was gonna be gone for quite some time. with his lips still pressed against yours, and his hard dick rubbing in between your legs. He went up your tank top with his hand and grabbed your right breast massaging it. You moaned on his lips at the feeling of it. He came up and removed your shorts and under wear. You both got on your knees in the bed and took your shirts off, you were left in nothing but your black lace Victoria's Secret bra. He pulled down his sweatpants revealing his Ralph Lauren Polo boxers which fit tight enough to see his huge Dick imprint. You pulled on his boxers and he took them off. Once you were naked he wrestled you to the bed and pinned your arms down as you laughed. He smiled and gave you small but audible pecks on your lips. You couldn't believe it..it was happening.........not as you imagined it but it was still happening. Once he slid his large Dick into you, you felt nothing but pleasure. You scratched on his back, bit into his neck, arched your back, and grabbed onto him never letting go.............................. When he let you get on top you almost lost it......his dick driving so deep inside you, all you could do was scream and moan his name. Last position he got you in was doggy style you threw it back, bit your lip, and threw it back even harder.
Y/N: Marqus I can't go any further (Moaning) I'm gonna squirt........
Marqus: No baby don't cum yet..............(groaning) ah shit just a little bit more babe.......I'm so close (goes faster)
Y/N: (your body rocks faster while you scream and moan loudly) Mmmmmmmarquuuuuuuuuuuuus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Marqus P.O.V:
Just seeing all that liquid squirt out of her, and finally letting go of mine had to be the best experience ever. When she collapsed on the bed butt naked and sweaty her pussy was still dripping wet from the back. I laid beside her and wrapped her in my arms.........she held my arms and went to sleep with a smile on her face. I know I love this girl........I want to change my ways so bad for her........I promise I will.............I promise I'll be a better man for Y/N...............or die trying.
(30 Minutes later)
You woke up out of a deep sleep to find a lonely bedside with wrinkled sheets from where somebody once was. It only contained a yellow sticky note and this is what it said:
Note:
Dear Y/N,
Boo I'm sorry but Roc text me in the middle of the night and told me he was coming to get me so that I don't miss the flight. But I want you to know that I'm still thinking about our first time........I'm gonna think about it and replay it in my head until I get home to you.....so I can recreate that moment....I miss you already boo......and I love you so much......stay strong for me wifey
-Love, Marqus
As sweet and precious as the note was you threw it to the side like a brat, you were still annoyed that he had to be gone so long....you quickly started to feel sad...........you needed someone to talk to or you were gonna flip !.................you quickly threw on something and drove to Diggy's house to talk to him...............
(At Diggy's house)
*A knock on the door*
Diggy: (opens it) Y/N what's up
Y/N: Nothing....... just sad..............
Diggy: Why ?................
Y/N: He left to go on tour...........
Diggy: Well you are dating an artist Y/N things just tend to pop up like tha-...............
Y/N: (cuts him off) Noooooo he knew all this time that he was gonna go on tour and he didn't try and spend anytime with me............
Diggy: How do you know that ?
Y/N: I overheard them talking on the phone.................
Diggy: Awwwwwww ............................Y/N (kneels down to you and grabs you hand) If I was with you..................and I knew I had to go on tour.................. I would spend every moment with you until I had to leave..............I'd make sure you'd have the best time ever with me. I would make it seem like I was never going anywhere..................
Y/N: Gosh Diggy.............I really hope you find the right girl someday.......because you really know how to treat one.............you deserve someone just as beautiful as you.....if not more...........
Diggy: Oh I don't have to go searching...........(gets up)...........(holds your face) I already found her (kisses you passionately)
Your P.O.V:
I never meant to hurt Marqus..............but god it just felt so good. I need a man who can make love to my mind as well as my body, and that's exactly what Diggy does. The way he looks at me makes me feel wanted, needed, desired. And his lovemaking is second to none. I will always care about Marqus.................But I just feel as if...............I have a real love for once in my life...................not that thug passion that's so in the moment and goes away right after you make love...........I want a fire that burns deeply........years after..........................If Diggy was a drug........................I'd take him up at my job......just for the trill of getting caught..........Damn......................hes just too good
How you love that ?
~Makayla & Jasmine
