More Than This

Chapter 2⃣3⃣

Chapter 2⃣3⃣:

He took me upstairs to his room and gently laid me on the bed. He got on top of me and started removing his shirt. He bent down and kissed me. We rolled over, so now I was on top. I hesitated removing my shirt because it would be the first... well second time I guess he would see me with no shirt on. I removed my shirt so I only had my bra and shorts on. I leaned in to kiss him when he rolled over and got off the bed. "What are you doing?" I asked. "Your not ready." He said putting his shirt back on. "What? Yes I am!" I said forgetting my shirt was still off. "Ok, well maybe it's me." He said looking down. "Wait? Zayn, this is your first time too?" I asked kind of surprised. "Yeah. Is that so hard to believe." He said coming over and sitting beside me on the bed. "Well... I just didn't think it was by the way you acted." I said. He put his hand around my shoulder and pulled me in so my hand was now on his chest. He was so warm. "By the way I act?" He asked. "Did you already forget that when I showed up to your house you were naked?!?" I said laughing. "Oh yeah... that." He said smiling. "Ok. I have to admit something now. I love you so much Zayn. But I'm scared. I'm scared that your going to leave me one day. That when we go to collage, you'll find someone prettier. That you won't even no who I am when you come back, or don't want anything to do with me. I thought that maybe having sex would give us a connection that I always want with you. And I....." "Shh.. Shh... Sh..." He said rubbing my back. I was now in tears. I love Zayn so much. I just can't even explain. "Baby, you don't have to worry about that. Cause there is no other girl that I would rather be with. You are the prettiest girl I have ever met, and will ever meet. I just really want you to understand that my love for you is true and we don't need something like sexual intercourse to keep us together. I understand that you think that it would always keep us together, but if you think about it... we already have what is keeping us together. Love. That's all we will need. I love you so much baby." A tear ran down my cheek. He lifted my chin up and wiped away the tear. I smiled and whispered, "I love you too Zayn. So much that I can't explain. So much." I said while another tear escaped my eye. He kissed me then got up. "Where are you going?" I asked him while wiping my tears off of my face. "To your house, your bed is way comfier!" He said while grabbing his things. I just started to laugh. I grabbed my things and we drove to my house. When we got to my house it was around midnight. We were both super tired and decided to just go to bed. We both walked into my bedroom while we both changed into our pjs. But like I said earlier, Zayn either goes natural or wears his boxers. Luckily he decided to keep his boxers on. I was still getting dressed when he plopped onto my bed, making my bed squeak. He just sat there and watched me. I didn't really mind anymore because he's already seen me multiple times.

(Zayns POV)

Once we got to her house we both walked up to her room and changed into our pjs. I decided to keep my boxers on, mostly because it wasn't my bed. I just sat there and watched her. "How could a girl be so beautiful." I said. I thought I said it in my head but I guess I said it allowed. She giggled and came over to the bed. She had to crawl over top of me to get the her side of the bed, so when she was trying to crawl over, I lifted my legs up to make it harder. "Zayn! Put your legs down! I need to get past you!" She said while trying to get over my legs. It was so funny seeing her struggle to get over my knees. I just started laughing. "Zayn! I'm serious!" She said laughing. "Fine!" I put my legs down and she crawled over. I grabbed her and kissed her. "What was that for?" She asked. "Because I just love you." I said. Then she kissed me even more, I slid my hand down her back til it got to her bottom. I squeezed it a little then she put her hand on my crotch. I started to get tingles in my spine. I jumped a little, then she let go. "Sorry." She said turning to face the ceiling. "No it's fine, we both don't no what we are doing." I said then laying on my side with my shoulder holding me up. "But it's funny trying to find out how too." I said. She giggled when I bent down and kissed her. "Goodnight baby." I said. "Goodnight." She whispered back smiling. I bit my lip and laid back on my back. I turned off the light then laid in bed. I turned and put my arm around her stomach. She grabbed my hand and pulled me in closer. I kissed her cheek and just laid there thinking of how lucky of a man I was to have Zoë.