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I think I felt asleep because the next thing I could remember was that Joana rubbed my back. I didn't like that. "Darling, we are here. Get out of the car", she said with a smile on her face. I rubbed my eyes and stretched me. I opened the car door and look at that house in front of me. It wasn't a house it was a mansion! It was so big! Joana stood beside me and laughed when she saw my face. "Come on, let's go inside" She pulled at my arm. I was getting nervous not because of the reason that my family is only few meters away, no, it was because she hold my arm there was no way to escape. My breath got heavily but before I cried she pulled her hand away. I realized that I was standing in front of the front door. Joana opened the door and to see was a hall with three doors. One of the left, one on the right and one door right in front of me.

"In front of us is the stairway to get up. On the left is the kitchen and on the right is the.." She walked towards the door and opened it. I followed her. There stand a man and a boy. I think Andrew and Jason. "Hi, welcome Sam," the man said. "I am Andrew and this is Jason" He pointed at the boy next to him. "Hi, nice to meet you" the boy said. "Hi" I said shyly. "Come on Jason show Sam his room. You don't have to come down yet. You have time to explore the house and the garden but at 7 o'clock I want you to be in the dining room for dinner, ok?", Andrew said. I nodded and grabbed my bag. Jason walked past me and grabbed my bag. He went up stairs and I followed him. The stairs ended in a long hallway. "Your room is right to the opposite of mine", he said walking to the second door left. "Thanks" I said. I opened the door and walked in. My mouth felt open. This room was so big and it was just for me!

I walked to the bed and sit on it. The bed lowered next to me so I looked up and saw that Jason sat next to me. "Sam, maybe tell me some things about you?" "Like what?" "I don't know. How was it in this foster?", he asked. "It was the best so far. I was often by families but they always brought me back because of a thing I don't understand. My biology parents" I stopped imminently when I mentnoticed my parents. "What's with them?", he asked. I lay down in my bed and shook my head. "Nothing", I said while covering my face in the pillow. "Sam is everything okay?" I just nodded. "Please speak to me" I just shook my head. "Sam please" He put his hand on my shoulder. "Sam?" I didn't move so he lay next to me. "I'll be here for you", he said. He placed his arm around me and I started to shake. I was getting more nervous than I should. I wasn't just getting nervous because of the fact that he was too close to me, no, there was another feeling. "Why are you-?" "Please leave me alone", I muttered. "But you're-" "N-no. I-it's bec-cause of y-you. I-i don-n't like b-body contact" He stood up and looked down at me. "Sam-" He stated but I cut him off. "And now please leave my room. I can't control my self" I heard foot steps and next the door that was shut. I let out the breath I was holding on and started crying. I just had a flashback.

Flashback

"Mum?", I said while walking into the kitchen. "What?" She looked at me angry. "I-I can't sleep" I said. I was only 5 years old. "Tim will sleep with in your bed", she said. "TIM!" "What?!", a manly voice said. "Go and sleep in the bed of Sam but with Sam. He can't sleep" This Tim smiled creepy and grabbed my arm. "C'mon Sam, it'll be fun" Hell no it wasn't.

We walked to my room and I took my teddy and went to bed. Tim laid behind me and wrapped his arm around me. I closed my eyes. I didn't know how long we were laying there but once he started rubbing my back. His hand went under my shirt to my chest. "T-Tim?", I asked. I got very nervous. What was he doing? "Psst Sam everything is alright" His hand slid down in to my pants to my lower back. "T-T-T-T-IM?", was the only thing I could say. "Pssst", he said.

After that I didn't know what happened. I just cried a lot and I ran to my mommy and told her everything. She shrugged and told me that he could do worse. She said something with fuck my ass. I didn't know what that meant and I still don't know.

Flashback End

I cried and fell few minutes later asleep.

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