Moods in life.... and other stuff

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When you fanboy/fangirl over something in your class chat, you don't do it often and they throw shade at you, saying "Don't insult our intelligence. We don't really need someone rubbing the salt into the wound. We aren't as versed in Ariana Grande a you are.""Yeah, we know you like AG, but maybe I got the feeling that maybe we've talked about before?" We've only talked about it 2-3 times, over a span of a year.... "Doing all the stupid fanboying" "Basically, what we are saying is go fanboy somewhere else. We're sick and tired of all dem shit you're doing and we don't nee them." and make random false assumptions... "Unless because you don't have any other BFFs because they are also annoyed?" "Fanboying is just something very shitty to listen for us." "He probably got rejected by his classmates and he's depressed and bored cause he can't share his fanboy stuff with anyone but us." and other ex-classmates are all agreeing.... I feel so hurt... I love wattpad as it gives me the chance to relax and rant all I want, my only haven from depression and self-harm and the place where some people actually can tolerate me...