"I love you forever, forever and always, Please just remember even if I'm not there I'll always love you, forever and always.."
I can feel my heart started breaking into pieces because I know that this time he'll be leaving me for real..
I don't know if I can make it..
but Kurt expects me to be strong..
and I will...
I don't want to dissappoint him..
for us I will be strong..
My breathing got caught in my throat when he put Seth's hand over mine..
"be happy.. b-both of you.."
I nearly got hysterical..
As I stood there watching as Seth tried waking Kurt I didn't know I can cry this hard. It's too much..
I can't take it anymore..
so much pain..
too much heartache..
"Kurt damn you.. I told you to fight.."
I wanted to hold Seth..
to comfort him..
but I can't after evrything.. I just can't..
Seth..
if only~
"hey little girl why are you crying??"
I look up at a tall boy who's leaning down on me..
"I want my mommy.." I cried and sniff while clutching my violet teddy bear on my chest..
he squatted in front of me but I didn't took a step back like I normally do..
my mommy tells me not to talk with strangers but somehow this boy makes me feel so safe..
"want me to look for your mommy??" he asked softly
I nodded at him eagerly..
"ok.." he smiled at me then patted my head..
he turn around and was about to leave when I reach out and grabbed his hand..
"don't leave me.. I'm scared.." I sniffed
again he smiled at me..
"ok come with me.. wait what's your name??" he asked again
"I'm Kath.."
"ok Kath.. call me kuya Seth ok??"
I nodded and smiled at to him despite my tears..
hand in hand we walk around the park to look for my parents..
at that time I have no idea that the boy who helped me will be forever be out of my reach..
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I blinked the tears away..
why Kurt??
he's the nicest person I know..
selfless and kind..
there's a lot of undeserving people in the world to live..
why take Kurt away???
with one last look at Seth I turn away and started walking out of the room..
