Anorexia

Luke

  The next few days felt like a blur, after our kiss we took a walk to the beach which was 10 minutes away from her house and i asked her to be my girlfriend. She said yes and she felt so happy, she has been eating a little more but every time she ate she threw it up in the toilet stating "you need a skinny girlfriend not a fat cow" even though i tell her everyday she is beautiful and not even close to fat. Tonight me and her are going to some fancy dinner for her brothers 1 year anniversary which he wanted to celebrate with the whole family even though his mother despises him. "hey babe" i asked tieing my tie, sarah got off my bed and walked over taking my tie and tyed it, "what is it sweetheart?" she asked after she tied it. "have you umm...ever met your father?' she stopped what she was doing and looked at me, not the adoring way but different, anger..it must be anger. "why do you ask luke?' she said harsher then she ment to and her eyes softened a little. "well since we are going to dinner with your brother i assumed your father would be there, im sorry baby lets not talk about it" and pressed my lips against her forehead. "we never met him, my brother and i, our mother said he left us when i was born, Alex doesnt remember him that much. He says he used to always care for him and he would never thought he would just leave. I used to ask him what he looked like, since Alex was 6 before i was born he remembers some things, like his bright green eyes which would always look calm and happy, his black hair which i got since my mothers hair is blonde. Umm..what else... oh and how he used to smell of honey and sugar..." then she started bawling, i rushed to her trying to calm her "im sorry i shouldnt have asked i was just curious" and kissed her. "i know babe, shall we go?" i toom her arm in mine, " we shall ma'lady" trying my french accent and she giggled.