Ryan P.O.V (I got this information from Ryan's diary)
I really didn't want to tell Rihanna my illness she would worry to much. And if your wondering what my illness is its cancer I was diagnosed with cancer last week I had a brain tumor I knew I would die and the thing is I'm afraid of dying I really am I never expect out of all the illness that I would end up with cancer I was going to die😭️. Sighs less stress for Rihanna😂️😭️❤️ when Rihanna asked me if I was ok I couldn't help but cry I mean who wouldn't? I wasn't ready to tell her shit I mean she's my best friend and all but I couldn't see her cry after all she's been through fighting cancer and she won 1\5 people are survivors and Rihanna is a lucky bitch I hope I'll be too. So I lied that I had to go to miss Parker to avoid her questions I wasn't ready to talk to anyone about it. The bell rang and I had to go class and Rihanna and I were lab partners which was awfull😫️ she came in late as usual
