Breathless

I guess my last entry was a bit deep, but since all the people in this place a right muppets, this diary is the only place I can drain out my feelings. That's right I still have feelings, being away from my family is killing me even though I'm already dead. Also if I'm truthful there is one boy that is 'kinda' cute, Chris, the moment I set eyes on him my insides melted, pale white skin and deep blue eyes that you could get lost in if you wanted to. Back to reality! I started to feel warm even though that cannot happen to vampires, I went to the yard that we have up on the ground. The yard is camouflaged by a thick green forest which is now a clean white, we are in the middle of a snowstorm. I like the feel of the cold whippy flakes hitting my pale skin. "Chostrohobia to then?" Said a voice behind me, i turned round to see who was the owner of the voice, it was Chris."Yeah I guess so" I answered back, trying to sound casual, failing miserably. He read my mind and gave me a small grin. He begun to walk over to me and sat down next to me, for a second ours eyes locked into a gaze and even though you couldn't see it, I was blushing. For a few minutes there was silence, more eye gazing, more silence until I finally plucked up the courage to say something "how long have you been here?" I asked "To long, so long I stopped bothering to count a long time ago." he answered, he obviously hadn't been asked this question before. He went into full detail about how he got here, I won't tell you but let's just say it took him guts to be where he is today." Chris?" I said. "Yeah?" "Why are to telling me this?" "I dunno myself Cassidy, I guess.... you get me"