"Cute"...(Ciel x Reader!!!)

~2~

You quickly grabbed a basin from the bathroom and ran into Ciel's room. There in the bed lay a sick, weary, pale Young Master. You had never seen him this ill before.

He quickly sat up and you put the basin on his lap, quickly looking away. You reached  your arm out and rubbed his back very hesitantly before almost immediately pulling it back to where it was. You felt sort of scared. "What if he gets mad at me for making physical contact with him in that kind of way?" You were thinking to yourself. You didn't want him getting mad at you...

"A-are you alright, Young Master??" You asked before turning back around to face Ciel, who looked absolutely drained. He didn't seem to be mad at all, however, there was one thought that raced your mind...

"I've never seen him in such a state before..." You thought to yourself before grabbing a cloth and wiping Ciel's mouth.

"I can look after myself." Ciel finally spoke.

"B-But.." You started, but then stopped when Ciel cut you off to tell you that he didn't need you to look after him and that he was perfectly fine with taking care of himself.

"Are you sure?..." You asked, adding on,"you seem really ill", placing your hand on his forehead. It felt very hot and you could feel the beads of sweat trickling down his face.

"You have a high fever..."

"I told you I'm fine with taking care of myself." He started to explain. You knew he really wasn't fine with it and that he just wanted to stop being ill in order to get back to normal life.

You sat there patiently, looking at the poor sick, sweating boy. Deep down, you really couldn't help but feel sorry for him. You knew how ill he was. In fact, you had exactly the same illness about a week ago so you weren't afraid of catching it again.

It was horrible.

You remembered those long nights of sleeplessness that seemed to drag on.

You remembered your face and every other part of your body burning with extreme temperature.

You remembered drinking so much water to stop your fever that you needed to go to the toilet a lot, then passing out on the way to the toilet.

You knew exactly how Ciel had felt. You really wanted to cuddle him closely but you thought that he would be mad at you for doing so.

"You're not fine... I know that." You spoke to Ciel in a raised whisper. Ciel was about to argue that he was fine but he realised that he needed something. "(Y/N), I need some tissues!" He told you.

"Go get them yourself if you're really fine with looking after yourself." You said, beginning to lose your temper. That was when you created a very awkward silence between you and Ciel. He didn't know how to respond to that at all. Instead, he glared at you with apologetic wide eyes. You had to admit that he looked cute, but you dared not tell him.

You looked at him and couldn't help but to go and get some tissues for him. He obviously didn't mean what he had said before...