A Fake Friend

Chapter 5: Always Alone

Karla:

I have friends but they forgot me.. Rafael have brain cancer. He went to Japan for check up and for his operation. I wish he could recover so that we can live each other as a best friend forever. He was a true friend. And now, Im here alone....

I've experienced With no Friends:
Always Alone & Never Happy & Always Sad & Never Laugh
I think this is real me for being alone..

While Im walking on the street, I saw many girls laughing and cheering together. They are working as a team. Like us, Melanie,Jam and Rafael.. But they are all gone like a bubbles. So now here I am standing in front of the audience and telling what I have experienced for having A Fake Friend. They appreciate my Poem and I worked on that company. Nobody's want to talk to me and to be my friends. They are just looking and laughing at me because they thought that I am crazy and lonely person. Yes, I am lonely but I am not Crazy! They always pass by me, they treat me like an animal!

Thats why I resign on that company. Im only one living in my house Im alone...My parents was passed away and I dont have any siblings thats why Im here ALONE!! I called my close cousin but she didnt answer my calls.. Im just talking to my pet Zibu.

So that I will not bored but I think that I am crazy. I cannot go to Japan to visit my friend because I dont have money... I dont have money to buy any foods because I dont have some work.

I apply for being a waiter so that I can eat free. I was the only one waiter. We have the first customer and it is Jam! I want to hide but my boss will fired me so I face her!

Jam was shock when she saw me.

Jam: Oh well! You became a waiter.. Why you didnt finished your studies?

Karla: Because of You!

I go away and removed my cap and go home.... I cried harder and I cleared the picture of Jam and I burned it! I still dont forget my Fake Friends. I dont have work for now.

I think for now I need to be a garbage woman to feed myself. After that I earned $95 and I sell my Pet Zibu for $350. When I sell my dog I dont have nothing to talk. I felt lonely......

I have money so that I can go to Japan when I was asked if Rafael is in Japan they said that Rafael has passed away last year.....Im so desperate! I wish that I will die! I dont have any friends anymore!!!

All I do is just cry....Rafael is my only one true friend!