Loving The Neighbour

the first day alone

In the morning I had a shower and got ready for school.

This was going to be horrible. I looked at my timetable and  I had chemistry,double math and double emglish. All of these lessons I sit by zac.

I walked into school keeping myself to myself when lucy shows up. " hi octupus. Im glad you finay found out about me and zac. Awh are you going tk cry?"

I made a pact to myself many years ago. I would never let a bitchy girl or a boy make me cry. That wasn't going to happen

" no not at all youre welcome to him if you like sloppy seconds. I just hope you remmeber I wasnt trying to get him it just japoened hes only picked you because you annoy the fuck out of him just know I had him first bye."

I was really pleased woth myself for doing that. Chemistry time to gace zac.

I walked jnto the chemistry rooma nd zac was sitting looking down at the table. I sat on the side of the window so thats a good distraction.

" hi O"
" hello"
" listen what hapoend isnt what you think it is I promise you O"
" I dont care zac you two are welcome to each other.
"But it isnt what you think"

I didnt want to give him the satisfaction of me being upset.

I spent the whole hour looking out of the window. I didn't even know what we wrre learning.
How this was going to be. Was it going to be like this all day?

Finnaly the bell rang and I rusjed out of the calssrom and ti my locker to put my book back and get the rest.

" octavia listen please. I dont know what she wss saying do you really think id do that. I really really like you O"

I didnt even know zac knew where my locker was.

" listen zac I honestly dont mind we were obviously never going to work out  I jists want you to be happy and if your happy with her then good for you"
" im happy woth ypu octavia please listen."
" zac ive listened enough. I gave everything up to you and you chose her. I dont mind bye zac"

I turned on my heels and walked away I made sure I didnt look back because I knew id feel bad.

I walked twoards english. Double. 2 whole hours with zac , god this was going ti be painful.

I walked in and sat down. Then zac walked in. His face was like a slapped bum and I tried not to laugh.

I was begining to realise I was in love with this guy. What Have I done to deserve this.

I finally fall in live and thr guys a total dick after a while?

For the first hour of english he didnt make conversation and nor did I  then the second hour he wouldnt shut up.

He was talking about all the fast and furious films and every film known to man. I just noddded niw and then

Same happened in double maths and finally end of the day.

I rushdd out again and wemt srraigh thime and watched all of the films I could think off that zac mentioned

This was goung ti be very difficult

I really loved this guy why was this happening to me ? did I desereve this really.

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Hi guys what do you think of the change of events ?
Missy x