Scares Of The Heart

chapter eight

....And then something happened that I just couldn't explain. I had this sudden rush of lust and desire that send a shock wave all through my body. I have never felt this way before and I don't want it to end. 'Wait what am I saying he's sucking my blood how is this feeling possible'. He then release his fangs out my neck and look at me in total shock. I was too weak to ask him what just happened. He's eyes had went back to their original colour so I know he wasn't thirsty anymore ; but when he let go of my waist I fell and he just vanished. To stable my self I leaned on the wall running my hands through my hair in frustration. The mark where he bit me wasn't bleeding but it hurts as hell. I was so weak I couldn't even get up to get on the bed so I slept right their on the floor.

"Natasha?". Cassie's voice awoke me from my sleep. "Cassie?". "Oh Natasha your OK you slept on the floor last night". She said looking at me like I was crazy. "I know, I was too weak to move. Where's Elizabeth?". "I don't think she wants to see you". She said holding down her head. "Why?". Again she doesn't answer I think she's the secretive type. "Well I'm going to find her". Then I left her in the room.

I found her in the same room I was in yesterday. "Liz?". "What do you want Natasha?". She angrily ask me. "What's wrong?". "I just don't feel like talking or seeing you". She then returned to brushing her hair. I stepped out slamming the door. Maybe Nickel will tell me what's wrong with her. I walk down the hall looking for Nickel's room. When I was passing the room I talked to Melody in  I herd someone whispering. I press my ears to the door to see if I could hear anything. "I know mom but something happened". "You probely mistake what you felt or maybe its just the taste of her blood". "But-". "Just remember to go easy on her  emotions". It seams he nod cause I herd nothing else so I walked off.  I didn't find Nickel so I went to the library to relax my nerves.

I just love libraries because you can choose from a large variety of books and then sit in silence and read. Every day when I was living with my aunt I would sneak out to go to the library; but that's pretty foolish for a teenage girl right?No I am not a ordinary teenage. My whole life I have been wiped and kicked and slapped cross the face by men and woman and told I'm no good,I don't belong in this neighborhood cause I'm a piece of trash. When I first became a prostitute at age 13 I thought all this pain and beating was normal for a girl at that age;but when I was 15 I learned in a book that child abuse and child endangerment was against the law and they could be prosecuted for that. It was like I saw light for the first time. That's why when I turned 16 and knew I was old enough to be on my own I ran away.
I ran my hands across the spine of the books reading as I go along. I choose on called 'The mountain palm'. Running through the book while still standing I came to a conclusion about this books. These vampire's are so old fashion.  I thought in my head. "Were not old fashion your just in the history section". I jumped at the voice causing the book to fall. How did he get here so quick. "Tasha by the way my rooms a mess clean it". Darwin said turning away for me to leave. You ass hole I'm reading. All he did was smile,wait he smiled at that usual he gets angry. "I'm busy as you can see". I then turn away looking for a next section. "I can see that but my room needs cleaning". "OK let's make a little deal. I leave now and go clean your pigs stay and you don't talk to me ever again?". "No you clean my room and I won't have to punish you by drinking from you?". He then smirks at me. "I clean the room and you eat dog poop?". "You clean the room and I won't have to cause you pain?". "I'm not cleaning your room I want to read .clean your own room". Then I turn around my back facing him.
In a second I was in his room my back to the wall and he's muscular body over me. "I warned you Tasha". But he can kill me I didn't get enough liquid the first time he drunk from me. "No you'll kill me". "Now you decide to worry about that". I could fell his breath on my neck so I knew is fangs were out. He use his hands and tilt my head to the side so he could do as he pleases. I tried to get from under him but it was useless. He then dig his fangs in my neck. Like the first time pain ran all through my body shouting for help. He went deeper into my fresh causing more pain than before that's when I felt something spark inside me getting bigger and bigger. The feeling of lust and lot of desire flow through my veins again. What is happening to me?. I thought in my head. He then release his grip of me and take out his fangs out my neck. And like before he froze with a blank expression. "What just happened?". He ask him self looking down. "You cause me pain you idiot". I spoke falling to the floor. "What else did you feel". "I don't know". "What else did you feel!. Answer me now". He shouted hitting the hall in protest for me to answer. "Just leave me along please!". I screamed at him with tears forming in my eyes. "I'm going to go but you better tell me when I get back". He left after he said that. I shouldn't be feeling this when he bits me what's going on I have to talk to Elizabeth.

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