Forbidden love

Part 26

I heard my apartment door open and I checked the time 12:38 mahogany is never awake this "early" and Sam is right next to me. I escape Sam's grip and put on a random shirt. "HONEY WE'RE HOME" I heard someone yell from the living room I walk out and see of course Jack and Jack. " How the hell did you get in here" I glared at them "We have our ways" Johnson smirk, I rolled my eyes at them. "We brought food" Jack g held up a bag I smiled "I'll take that " I grabbed the bag and ran off  "HEY THATS NOT ALL FOR YOU" Johnson yelled "IT IS NOW" i locked me bed room door Jesus how is that boy still asleep. I set the food down and laid next to him, I ran my hand down the side of his face for his hair to his jawline "Sam baby wake up" he groaned "I don't want to" he mumbled "Come on please" I gave him small kisses al over his face "I have food" he opened his eyes and lifted his head up, I smiled and went to get the bag "Where did you get this", "Well I didn't get it, I woke up to our door being opened and I walked out and saw the jacks broke in, but they had food so I stole the food ran in the room and locked the door"

I smiled he got off the bed and pulled his shorts on "Because they went out there way got us food and broke in, I think we should be good people and share with them" I looked at him with puppy dog eyes "But it's good and I like food" I smiled "I know you do but it's fair", "Okay fine" I rolled my eyes I unlocked the door and gave the bag back to Gilinsky "He's making me share" I stuck my tongue out at them and plopped on the couch crossing my legs. They laughed at me and gave me some food I smiled and set it down remembering mahogany I ran to her room and opened her door I walked in and started jumping in her bed "What the fück are you doing its too early for life", I laid down "But we have food" I whispered she got up and ran to the living room "WHERES THE FOOD" ahhh she is my spirit animal. We sat on the couch, ate our food and watched American horror story because I had the remote.

*Spongebob narrator voice*
5 seasons later

"Sam" I nudged him "What", " I need to tell you something", "Are you okay is something wrong" he started panicking a little and took both my hands in his. "Yes there is" my eyes were all glossy, I took a deep breath " Sammy I-I'm leaving you" I look away from looking in his "No No No Please Baby Girl Don't Leave me Please Don't Do This I Love You" the boys look really worried and where in shock Mahogany gave me a look not a bad one but the I-know-what-you're-doing-look she took her phone out and was recording she knows me so well I look back in to his eyes they where full of sadness and he was tearing up "I'm so sorry Sam is just that" a couple tear rolled down my cheek " During the time we watch all of America horror story I realized that I'm in love with someone else "His fist clenched and jaw tighten "Who is he" I walked over to the tv and touched the screen "It's evan, Evan Peters "

I smiled at him and he stood there dumbfounded, mahogany started laughing and stopped recording they boys saw the camera Sam stood there his face was red. I ran over and hugged "I'm sorry baby I didn't mean is" I could tell he was mad or sad okay I couldn't tell a hundred percent but he was one of those I let go and he walked into the bedroom. "I think you should go talk to him or leave the country for a little while" Johnson joked a little. I glared at him "Thanks" and walked to the room, I saw in my bed and put my hand on his waist "Sam" no answer " Sammy" still no answer "Samuel" and again no answer " fine then". I laid down and put my arms under his cuddling him "I love you" I whisper to him he didn't move " I love you Sammy" I said moving on his other side so I can face him he was just laying there looking at the wall, I put my hand in his hair playing with it he just looked at me with no expression "Are you giving me the silent treatment" he just blinked "Okay fine" I got closer to him my head was at his chest I started kissing his collarbone and moving up to his neck behind his ear and all over his face except his lips. "I love you Sam" he looked me in the eyes "I love you too" I kissed his lips and he kissed back it was like the first time we kissed but better.

"Do you wanna go out there with them" I say with our noses pressed together and our lips slightly touching. "Not really I just wanna stay here forever with you" I know but we have that one pain in the ass called reality to deal with" I say getting a little closer to him. "Let's go" I say pulling on his sleeve, he groans and gets up we hold hands back into the living room where everyone is just watching tv I sat by Johnson on the floor and Sam sat in between Gilinsky and mahogany. Moe was behind me playing with my hair and we all sat watching the maze runner because moe and I are obsessed with it. The movie was soon over and the boys left. "Hey wanna make a video" moe asks me "sure what do you wanna do", "how about a music Monday", "Perfect I love dancing around like weirdos" she just laughed at me. "Moe can we do something before the video" she rolled her eyes and grabbed the keys "Come on let's go" I jumped up off the couch we drove all the way to our beautiful destination "Welcome to McDonald's order when your ready" the lady in the speaker said, what's a sacred places and before you judge me just remember that fat kids got to eat and let me live my life and be fat okay. After we get our food we head to the grocery store "Okay grab as many items as you can my next weeks video is going to get messy" I smirked "Dear lord what curse have you gave me making her my best kfriend please have mercy upon my soul " she over dramatically states I roll my eyes and we fill the cart I smiled " I can't wait to film next week but this week I might just do a dare or dare" we drove back blasting our playlist we had, and I started singing.

In the crowd alone
And every second passing reminds me I'm not home
Bright lights and city sounds are ringing like a drone
Unknown, unknown
Oh, glazed eyes, empty hearts
Buying happy from shopping carts
Nothing but time to kill
Sipping life from bottles
Tight skin, bodyguards
Gucci down the boulevard
Cocaine, dollar bills
And...

Moe joined in with me

My happy little pill
Take me away
Dry my eyes
Bring colour to my skies
My sweet little pill
Tame my hunger
Light within
Numb my skin

Like a rock I float
Sweat and conversations seep into my bones
Four walls are not enough
I'll take a dip into the unknown, unknown

Oh, glazed eyes, empty hearts
Buying happy from shopping carts
Nothing but time to kill
Sipping life from bottles
Tight skin, bodyguards
Gucci down the boulevard
Cocaine, dollar bills
And...

My happy little pill
Take me away
Dry my eyes
Bring colour to my skies
My sweet little pill
Tame my hunger
Light within
Numb my skin

Glazed eyes, empty hearts
Buying happy from shopping carts
Nothing but time to kill
Sipping life from bottles
Tight skin, bodyguards
Gucci down the boulevard
Cocaine, dollar bills
And...

My happy little pill
Take me away
Dry my eyes
Bring colour to my skies
My sweet little pill
Tame my hunger
Light within
Numb my skin

When her song was over we finally arrived at our place. "Hey mahogany have you ever hear of this thing called magcon" I looked at her confused "Ya actually I have they sent me an email this morning apparently it's some kind of meet and greet convention",
"Oh you got the email to i think they want us to join their tour", "Well should we go" I looked at my phone for a little bit "I'm not sure yet maybe but it dose seem like fun and we finally get to meet our fans maybe we should go", "Ya we can decide later you finish being a fat aśs so we and start filming our video" i finished eating and went with mahogany to start filming the video. " Are you finally ready", "Well now that I think of it my pet dragon could really use a bath" I said sarcastically " Ya what ever get your booty over here" i sat down next to her. " hey guys it mahogany lox and her with another video"

––––––––––––––––––––––––– Hey guys what is up sorry I took like a thousand years to update but I really don't know what to say but one thing is that lately I have been so obsessed with joe sugg he is seriously amazing and he always makes me laugh his videos are amazing so I officially add him on my list of husbands who I shall marry and live a long long happy life oh ya and my first husband cheated on me so I have all me focus on so Matthew take this time to think of what you have done but Jess is pretty amazing okay enough rambling for now but anyways I love you guys so so much and see ya beautiful faces later😍😘  - xoxo L