The past two days has gone by so fast, I didn't really worry about my aunt on several occasions she would stop by just to check up on me, but so far it seemed as if she wasn't here on my case that's wonderful, but she still hasn't changed her mind about me going back to England.Jaz on the other hand seemed to glare at my aunt every chance she got, since she came to check up on me on a few occasions.
I looked out my dorm window, bored out of my mind as I waited for Jaz to return from her class. Ever since I came out here, I haven't socialized with anyone other then Jaz and her boyfriend it's probably safe to say I'm not really social, it's not like I don't want to meet people I really do but ever since the accident a big part of my life changed in a way.
My aunt always told me that my friends I had before I got in a coma were really terrible all they did was use me and treat me as if I was shit. Of course the few times I didn't believe my aunt, that was until I realized she was right.. no one visited me but my family members, and when I got cautious again the doctors never mentioned me having friends really, she thought I was crazy.
"Flash back"
I tried lifting up my arm but it felt like something was weighing it down forcing me not to move. I coughed feeling my throat tighten up when I tried to swallow the nasty distinctive taste out of my mouth.
"She's up, Oh my goodness call the doctor someone!" A voice shouted as I groaned. You know that feeling when you have school the next day from your summer vacation, and you have to wake up super early and see the hell hole again? Well that's exactly how I felt like shit.
I heard heavy footsteps near my bed a few moments later as I continued to listened to my thoughts.
"Hello Jessica, if you hear me please make some type of movement." A voice said next to me. I forced myself to try and open my eyes but yet again I was met with darkness.
Who is Jessica?
"Your eyes are closed with tape, so your eyes wouldn't dry out. Jessica please relax for me I'll take it off soon just give me some type of movement first." I felt a heavy hand on my shoulder, whoever the person was they clearly seemed to be talking to me.
But who's Jessica?
I slowly got the courage to lick the bottom of my lip, as I somehow felt really tired after that movement.
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After a few days admitted in the hospital, I finally don't feel weak as I did the past two days from my sleep well a "coma" as my doctor Mrs. Adam told me the first day I met her, on occasions she still ask me questions about my life that I didn't know how to respond too her.
"How are you Jessica, do you remember events from yesterday?." I zoned out staring at the blank wall as Mrs. Adams walked in front of me. I slowly bobbed my head watching my dark hair fall below my shoulder.
"Did you cut your hair?! Where did you get scissors from?" Again I stayed silent.
She sighed I know she was frustrated but I honestly didn't care, instead I absentmindedly looked down on the hospital bed staring at my dead hair on the tiles of the floor.
"I need to call someone this isn't good!" She quickly said to no one in particular as she sprinted out of the small hospital room. I on the other hand sat there thinking over and over again "am I Jessica?"
*Flash Back Ended*
I quickly got up slipping on my trench coat not sure what I was about to do, but all I know is, I had to get out of here and demand for some type answers.
As I grabbed the dorm key I also grabbed my laptop and locked the dorm behind me with one word floating around my head.
"England"
I will get some type of answers, even if I had to sneak out without my aunt noticing after all I am an adult and I don't need her permission.
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Crash - Little Mix [Jesy Nelson]
FanfictionWhat if your life has been almost taken away in seconds? Would you try to re-live your old life, or would you try to start a new one? maybe that is the part where Jesy struggles at, maybe she just needs to find herself.