Once Again (One Direction FanFic)

Chapter 10

So i finally update its hasnt been a great time for me my grandma just passed away and with school and everything i bearly had time to update but here is a longish chapter hope you enjoy it

Lots of love

Xx

Carla  

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Sam's POV

-so uhmm one direction eh?- jack ask me i guess he just wanted to know why i was with them.

-yeah they are the only ones i know-

-are you and the curly one a thing-

That question shocked me was he serious??

-why would you say that?-

-he was your favorite and by the way he is looking at me right now im sure he likes you-  

I look around trying to find him but he was out if sight  

-no we are not he is an ass and well lets just say that i miss you so im not really looking for another guy at the moment-  

When i said that i saw the biggest grin on his face  

-you missed me?-  

He had always been insecure but really two years together and he thought i would get over him that fast  

For this we were now inches apart  

-obviously i miss you dumb ass, when i left you were mad at me you know how hard was that- i said hitting his arm  

-well you took me by surprise and i hated the idea of you leaving me-  

His smile faded away  

- but now you have me here -  

-i know im so glad i do, you have no idea how much i missed you-  

He was starting to get closer  

I watch his lips i just wanted to feel them again  

We were about to kiss when i heard Zayn calling me  

-Sam ! -  

-yeah Zayn-  

-oh sorry was i interrupting something?  

-yeah you were- jack said almost killing him i wanted to kill him too i really wanted to kiss him so bad  

I blush at my thoughts 

-oh sorry -  

-what do you want Zayn ?-  

-can i talk to you just for a minute?-  

-sure - i stand up and whispered to jacks ear -i'll be back, stay here-

-okay so i have a problem-  

He had been drinking i could smell it  

-so what is it-  

-you know how i like Lauren, well you didnt know but you know now, the problem is that i really like her and i cant talk to her every time i try to talk to her i froze and i dont even know how to - he was making wired faces it was so funny watching him  

- its no that hard Zayn, Lauren is a really chill girl. But i need to warned you she has a boyfriend. -  

- oh i dont care about his boyfriend after she meets me they'll brake up- okay so i never seen this side of Zayn he will always be the shy one i guess all the hot guys have their cocky side

After talking with Zayn i went back to Jack who was now sitting.  

I was about to sit on the space beside him but he grabbed my wrist and sit me on his legs.  

I blush at his acction  

-you know i always love when you blush, you look so cute- that make me blush even harder, witch cause him to laugh. In that moment all i wanted to do was to kiss him and so i did. I put my hand around his neck and began to get closer to him, he got the memo and start kissing me the kiss was getting deeper. I really had missed him we pull apart to take some air, and when i turn around to find Mary she was mad, i havent seen her this mad in ages. I knew it had to do with me and Jack but he was back i was so not in the mood for some Mary talk.  

-do you mind we were in the middle of something- ass i thought to my self  

-oh really last time i checked you didnt want to know anything about her- Mary snapped at Jack  

- Mary not now, not here-  

-Then when Sam when are you going to understand that he is and ass and that he will hurt you again-  

I didnt say anything and she continue. 

- you really think its going to last please he will stay for a week or two and then he is going to leave your fairytale wont last long-  

I grabbed Jack's arm and took him away. I was so mad, if i had stayed i swear i would have punched Mary.

After a while what Mary had siad keep playing on my mind so i had to ask him.  

-When are you leaving?-  

-Let's not about this right now- he said kissing my neck he was avoiding the subject this only means Mary was right.  

-remember when i told you i was leaving and you ask when i was leaving i gave you an answer, now i want one-  

He look down at his hand. I knew him well enough he didnt want to answer but he had to.  

- Im only staying one more they i will be leaving the dayafter tomorrow-he finally said  

-Guess Mary was right, have a save trip-  

With that i left. I was mad at him he hated when i did that to him why do that to me? I was mad at Mary but most of all i was mad at myself for thinking it could have last again.

Zayn's POV

After talking with Sam i was ready to do it i needed to talk to Lauren and if it wasn't now that i was drunk then i would never do it.

She looked beautiful she was wearing a blue dress it really looked great on her. I came up to her and took some courage to talk to her. We start talking and i couldn't stop myself. I grab her face made her look up to me and start kissing her, i thought she was going to pull away but she surprised me and she responded to it. It felt amazing, we pull apart to take some air and i began kissing her neck, she moaned."I found her weak point" i thought to myself it felt so good just holding her

Lauren's POV

The kiss felt amazing i had to admit it but i dont know why i let him, i felt so stupid i had an amazing boyfriend back home why did  

-I cant do this- i snapped at him he looked confused  

-I though you liked it- he said with a grin plastered on his face  

- it not that Zayn it a lot more complicated than that, at this point it really doesnt matter if i like it or not what matters is that i have an amazing boyfriend back in NY and im here kissing you i just feel so bad-  

My hands were covering my face i feel so ashamed  

-oh yeah Sam told me something like that-  

This took me by surprise he knew i had a boyfriend and he kissed me anyways.