confessions of an introvert

Realising my worth

I admit I'm an introvert and I rarely react to things but I have recently come to realise that if someone really cares they'd show compassion towards me at all times and not only when your other girl is unavailable. I've been hoping for the best and thinking "she's just a friend" but you were never like that with me. You show her off and I imagine that you really care for her. All I am to you is a rebound. I'm the one you contact when she isn't available. I've realised that I'm worth a hell of a lot more than a rebound. It's been painful realising the truth but it's necessary. So just think about my feelings and realise what you're doing to me and to her. I will not settle for being your second opinion nor will not be "your piece on the side". I am flawed yes but I am worth more than that.

Guys, this was a tough one to write. I'll explain the situation if you didn't understand it. My ex boyfriend is constantly messaging me. In these messages he asks me to come round to his house. My friend recently asked me why I kept going back. I replied "I guess he makes me happy". She said, "he just invited you to his house to have sex with you for his pleasure yet you complain about how he is emotionally distant over messages". She told me that my response was wrong and that he doesn't make me happy. If he does, it's only ever a temporary happiness. She said that "I'll cry later about how he uses me" and I have came to realise that she is correct.
Guys, if anyone of you need advice or someone to speak to, I'm always here. I'll admit now that I'm not a fast replier but if you direct message me on Instagram or on Twitter I'll reply as soon as I can.
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