JONS POV
HOTEL ROOM BEFORE AWARDS DINNER
I WAS STILL LAYING HERE WITH RAYNE CUDDLED UP TO ME IN MY ARMS WITH HER SLEEPING PEACEFULLY ....... SHE WAS ONE BEAUTIFULL LITTLE LADY AND I COULD SEE WHY THE GUYS WENT NUTS OVER HER LIKE HER COUSIN SAID .....
I COULD TELL I WAS ALREADY FALLING FOR RAYNE HARD AND FAST . WHICH I HAVE TRYED NOT TO DO . I ALWAYS SAID I WOULDNT GIVE MY HEART TO ANYONE EVER AGAIN ESPECIALLY AFTER MY LONG MESSED UP PAST . BUT RAYNE WAS A TOTALLY DIFFERENT STORY ALL TOGETHER . I FELT LIKE WE COULD RELATE ON SO MANY LEVELS GIVEN SOME OF OUR PAST IS THE SAME WITH THE ABUSE . THIS LITTLE LADY WAS SOMETHING SPECIAL AND I COULD TELL THAT THOSE WALLS AROUND MY HEART I HAD BUILT UP SO BIG AND SO THICK WERE STARTING TO CRUMBLE AND FALL . RAYNE WARMED MY HEART AN TOUCHED IT IN PLACES I SWORE ID NEVER LET ANYONE IN EVER AGAIN .
SHE LOOKED SO PEACEFUL RIGHT NOW AND I HATED TO WAKE HER BUT I KNEW I HAD TO BECAUSE I WAS RUNNING OUT OF TIME WITH HER LIKE THIS IN MY ARMS . WE BOTH HAD TO GET READY FOR THE BANQUET IN HER HONOR TONIGHT . WITHOUT THINKING I LET EVERYTHING I WAS FEELING OUT ABOUT HOW I FELT ABOUT RAYNE . I FORGOT TEMPORARILY WHAT HER COUSIN CLARISSA HAD TOLD ME ABOUT HER TALKING AND ANSWERING IN HER SLEEP AND MEANING IT .
YOU HAVE ME IN KNOTS YOU KNOW RAYNE . YOU MAKE ME FEEL THINGS I THOUGHT AND SWORE ID NEVER FEEL AGAIN . YOU HAD ME FROM HELLO WHEN WE MET . YOU MADE ME FALL FOR YOU FAST AND HARD AND I LOVE YOU LITTLE LADY ........... IVE ACTUALLY LOVED YOU FOR A LONG TIME NOW . EVER SINCE YOU AND RISSA TAGGED TOGETHER BACK IN THE DAY ....... IM THE SAME JON MOXLEY YOU ALWAYS HAD THAT THING FOR ACRRODING TO YOUR COUSIN ANYWAYS . I JUST LOOK DIFFERNT NOW IM OLDER AND MORE MATURE NOT SOME TEENAGER .
THEN I KISSED HER FORHEAD BEFORE I DECIDED TO WAKE HER UP LIKE RISSA SAID TO . BUT BEFORE I KISSED RAYNE TO WAKE HER UP SHE ANSWERED ME BACK FROM HER SLEEP TOO ........
MOX I LOVE YOU TO , ALWAYS HAVE ALWAYS WILL ............. EVEN WITH YOUR I DONT GIVE A SHIT ATTITUDE . YOUR A GOOD GUY DEEP DOWN ....... AND SQUISHY , CUDDLY SOFT .
AND THERE SHE LEFT ME SPEECHLES YET AGAIN . THIS LITTLE LADY WAS SOMETHING AMAZING AND WELL I JUST HOPE SHE MEANT WHAT SHE SAID ............ I CHECKED THE TIME ONE MORE TIME AND SIGHED AS I KNEW THIS TIME I HAD TO WAKE HER UP . SO I BENT OVER AND GENTLY KISSED HER LIPS LIKE RISSA TOLD ME TO DO .................. AND SLOWLY I SAW RAYNES EYES FLUTTER OPEN AND A SMILE CREEP ON HER FACE ........
WELCOME BACK SLEEPING BEAUTY ........ ITS TIME TO GET UP AND GET READY FOR THE AWARDS DINNER BANQUET . DID YOU HAVE A GOOD SLEEP RAYNE ?
JON , YOU STAYED WITH ME ........... ? AND YES I GUESS I DID . IM SORRY I CRASHED LIKE THAT I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED ONE MINUTE I WAS TALKING TO YOU AND ROMAN AND THEN I WAS JUST SOUND ASLEEP .......... I HOPE I DIDNT DO ANYTHING TO EMBARASS MYSELF WHILE I WAS OUT DID I ......... ?
HE CHUCKLED AT MY COMMENT ....... SMILED AT ME AND WINKED .
NO YOU DIDNT .......... UNLESS YOU REMEMBER CALLING ROMAN A BIG SAMOAAN TEDDYBEAR AND TELLING ME TO SHUT UP MOX CAUSE IT WAS IN YOUR WORDS SLEEPY TIME ......... THEN YOU BLEW RAZZBERRIES WHEN ROMAN MENTIONED MATT AND TOLD HIM TO KISS YOUR ASS ....... SAME WITH COLBY TOO .
OH NO ........... I DIDNT PLEASE TELL ME I DIDNT ........
SHE SAYS BLUSHING BADLY BURYING HER HEAD IN MY CHEST WHILE STILL IN MY ARMS .........
WISH I COULD , BUT I CANT DOLLFACE ....... THEN WHEN ROMAN BROUGHT YOU OVER HERE SINCE HE CARRIED YOU SINCE YOU WERE PASSED OUT ASLEEP , WHEN I BROUGHT YOUR STUFF BACK YOU LATCHED ONTO ME LIKE THIS AND REFUSED TO LET GO FOR DEAR LIFE ........... BUT YOU HAD A HUGE ASS SMILE ON YOUR FACE WHILE YOU SLEPT ................ NOT THAT I MINDED AT ALL . I MEAN WHAT GUY WOULD MIND HAVING SUCH A BEAUTIFUL LADY IN THEIR ARMS SOUND ASLEEP LIKE THAT DOLLFACE ? IT WAS NO BOTHER AT ALL HONEY ...........
