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Bitter past

Jimin pov
I still don't have a romantic moment with haeun ,is it too hard to ask for?? Or is it just that a kidnapper guy and killer will never be able too love

Yes ,haeun is trying to love me but it looks like she is forced she is just kind that's all nothing more nothing less

Urghh !!! I hate myself!!! Even  My mom, sister hates me!!!
It is all fake they are fake
NO!
I am fake ,I am a useless boy!!

I can't even make a girl fall in love with me ,what's the point having good looks, all people do is to hang out with people they think are suitable with them

Why am I even emotional like this??

*sighs*
I just sat on my bed  and stare at the blue wall infront of me

And letting my memories flood in to my

FLASH BQCK MODE ( let me tell you his story)

"Eomma!!! Jebal it hurts !!! "The five year old boy sat at the corner crying ,pleading his own mother too stop hitting him
But his mother didn't hear that all she knew is that she disliked jimin and wants to get rid of him that's it

She soon walked out of the door slamming it hard making him flinch all he could do is to whimper softly scared his cries will awake the demon

As jimin was sleeping  soundly at the same corner he instantly woke up by the greeting of a hot boiled water on him
And he was left drenched in that room alone with the scar and weak body and his starving stomach only to be fed once a week

As jimin grows up he could walk out from his room but not to the dinning room or kitchen nor the living room when his family is occupying it

He has a sister who is treated like a golden necklace while he is treated like a  man dog

Jimin was matured enough to run his grandfather company ,since his grandfather did not like his son in law and never trust his daughter a simple decision is made to let his grandchild take control ,who was wise enough 
But typical cold jimin who hated everything  disagreed and ran out of the house chased by his mother who wants jimin to agree to her father deal so she could enjoy her father wealth then kick out jimin

Jimin's grandfather  understand jimin and helps him behind his back ,he was also the one who set up jimin with namjoon and taehyung  so he could be happy jimin is safe , he knew that jimin joining a mafia will be best for him 

Jimin actually locked up his heart ever since young no expression will be shown on his face and pain is a word that  not in his dictionary  and suffering is  basically a usual routine of jimin

End of Jimin story back to the reality

A tear  dropped from my eye ,haeun manage to re open my heart and my heart can't let her go  and I won't  cause she's mine now

This wolf will never let go of the butterfly ever

The door opened
"Jimin??"

"Yes it is me why?"
"I can't sleep "

"Then just sleep here  with me"

"Are you sure?"
"Yes,haeun I am "

"Gomawo"

She came towards me I wanted to laugh  but I hold it in she was wearing a pink pajama with purple rabbits  , but it looks cute in her 
Sad she's not wearing a lingerie

Holy fuck!!!! Control jimin!!! Control !!!!!

I turned off the lights
But my room is still shinning with the moonlight
Slipping into the bedsheets I turned to face her .....she is already sleeping so cute!!!!!