Why did you have to go I don't understand why you had to go you can't be brought back to the living world home isn't the same without you here you where the one that brought the smiles in our home isn't the same since you died home has been sad since you are gone I looked up to you for answers when I was clueless you showed me the way you showed me what was right and what was wrong you said to me to help others I wish you were here to see me improve. You didn't give a fuck that i was different you loved me with all your heart you were when i need someone talk when my parents weren't their at the time you were were proud that i put others in need before me i didn't need much to have fun or laugh you spent time with when my parents couldn't which was most of the time but i understood that they had to work to keep food on the table you helped me though the really tuff times put a smile on my face when i was sad but the point the world lost a good person when you died but at least you aren't suffering anymore and with your family that live in the other world with you but i miss u so bad it isn't funny but i look at the past at the fun we use to have it makes me smile i bet you wouldn't be proud of me i have change since your death i have come a little colder than i used to be but i got do something to keep me alive or i might be there sooner than i should be.
