Amnesia {OC Juliet X Levi}

The Past

{Omg! I'm sorry I haven't uploaded at all! But because school finally ended, I'll be able to continue this Fanfiction and probably create more. Also, sorry if I make Levi kind of out of character *nervously chuckles and then coughs* MAY THE NEXT CHAPTER BEGIN! ENJOY!}

☠ Warning: very dark and Mature, continue reading if you can handle dark themes! Also, there is bad language in this since Levi is Levi. ☠

Juliet looks at the plain colored wall, replaying her past many times in her mind. Currently, she is on a hospital bed looking restless and sad, fully  recovered from her amnesia. She missed her Fiancé, but what is she now? She begins to feel like she is in a bad break up, and the tears that slip everyday reminds her of how lonely and worthless she is. She had no friends, and Levi was her only hope of surviving in this cruel world. Before meeting Levi In college, she was very depressed. She would have cuts on her arms that wouldn't show unless her sleeves were pulled back a little to reveal long lines that represented what she was, a depressed girl who needed someone to save her from her fate. To be honest, on that day Levi and her had bumped into each other, she was planning on ending her life and leaving everyone, as if anyone cared about her in the first place. Levi had saw the sadness and truth behind her eyes and glanced quickly at the cuts on her arm that showed for a few seconds when she held them out in front of her to apologize for accidently bumping into him. She wasn't paying attention and tears were already slipping down her empty tired eyes. She was headed towards her room where she was going to hang herself and end what little life she had. Levi had hugged Juliet out of nowhere, surprising the broken hearted girl.  He looks at the confused girl he doesn't know, "Tch, watch who you bump into in the future. They wouldn't have been so forgiving." That's how Juliet and Levi came to be. 

But now, Juliet looks at the door with her heart beating nervously fast. She was waiting once again for Levi to come through the door and remind her she isn't alone, that she has a reason to live. But just like the day after he left, and the many months following afterwards, there was no sign that he was ever going to come back to see her. She felt forgotten, and once again, burning salty tears covered her face. Her quiet sobs were the only sound that could be heard in the room, Her throat managed to create hiccups that made her feel broken inside. She felt like she was slowly reverting back to her old self, and she knew Levi would tell her to be strong and fight, to not give up so easily even if things become hard to bear. She took her shaking hands and wiped her eyes of grieving tears. She has to fight this battle by herself now that Levi is gone. She knows that she is hanging on a string waiting for Levi, she trusted him with all her heart, and he knows how much she depended on him. 

                       June 3rd, the afternoon 

      I look to the window that is open halfway across my room, my hands were still wet from my tears but it felt nice to let my feelings out, even though I feel terrible all together. A breeze was flowing gracefully from the open air around the room. The little chills that cooled my warm upper body not under the warm blanket felt like tastes of heaven. I sighed as a smile formed on my face, it wasn't one of my fake smiles, it was one of my rare true smiles of happiness. But the smiled faded into a sad frown. I can't be happy without Levi, gosh, I'm so stupid. No wonder Levi had left, a man as wonderful as him doesn't need a woman who can't do shit. I threw my head onto my soft pillow. What will I do when I get out the hospital? I guess I'll just go home, Our Home. I wish I had my phone on me, but it's been broken ever since the car accident.