Sadness

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I have this bad habit of
Getting close to people and thinking
that their always going to be
by my side; but eventually they
always leave.
I have this bad habit of
Loving people a little too much; when
they don't even love me back;
and when they leave me my heart
feels like someone threw it
from the sky
I have this bad habit of
Caring for people, when they don't even care about me at all. Perhaps, if
they saw through my eyes they'll see
the scars I have deep down inside
I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm tired.
I wish feelings didn't exist.
why do we have feelings anyways?
I always fall for everything and let
it destroy me. Its my fault after all,
but I still have hope that one day I find a person that shares the same bad habits as me.