I felt like my soul was being torn in two
Into one that loved myself and one that loved you
It's awful to admit but it's true
I've been fighting for too long
That saving myself or saving you would be wrong
Both sides are too far gone
For the selfishness inside has grown beyond repair
And it consumed the love that was once there
I only wish what happened between us hadn't gotten so bad
That this wasn't all that shows from what we had
But I suppose between love and hater the line is thin
As is actual care and concern verses lust and sin
I could stitch myself together again but we know that isn't the cure
Of that were bother sure
It wouldn't change the problems that lay under the surface
Our need for one another is a curse
You'll always be in the middle of each soul holding them apart
For you'll never let anyone else have my heart
And I will always cling to you for without you I could never be whole
This battle will forever be unending and the only thing we'll ever know.....
