So Be It

Feelings..

My mom always sleeps late,but when she gets up I know she's hungry. It was the summer and the air conditioner was blasting in my room. When my alarm clock buzzed I quickly got up and went into the bathroom. "I hope she doesn't wake up yet." I thought to myself. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I looked at myself in the mirror. My hair was messed up. My eyes were puffy,as if I hadn't slept in days. And, that made so much sense. As I walked down stairs to the kitchen , I couldn't stop thinking about Cedric. I shook my head in regret. I got out some cereal and milk and put it on the table. I didn't feel like making a big breakfast for her today. I made a pitcher of Grape Koolaid and put it in the refrigerator. When I was finally finished, I sat on the couch. Before I could get comfortable I heard my mother's footsteps. I got up and went up stairs. I went in her room and gave her a kiss on the cheek." Are you hungry?" I asked. "Y...Yes" She stuttered. "Come on." She got out the bed and walked down the steps. I poured her cereal and milk and also a cup of koolaid. My phone started ringing in my basketball shorts. I sighed and looked at the Caller ID. Cedric? What do he want? Is he hurt? I quickly answered the phone heading into the living room.

"Hello?" I answered,trying to sound sad and heartless.

"Adrina? I'm sorry." Cedric pleaded.

"Sorry isn't gonna build the trust back Cedric. You are." I said hanging up the phone in pain feeling like I wanted to cry. Maybe that's what I need to do. Cry. I ran up stairs crying. I went into my room. I slammed the door in vain. I put on my sneakers,grabbed my keys and ran back down stairs. That bitch is gonna pay,and when she do its gonna be hell for her. I hopped in my car and started it up. I changed the station to 107.3 FM. Mindless Behavior Played. We used to be like Jay and Bèyonce.. The lyrics sunked into my brain while I pulled off. I Started thinking and thinking. Who is my father? What is his name? As I got to India's house  came to a stop.