Breathe in,
Breathe out.
I am calm.
There is no doubt,
In my mind.
I'm falling apart...
Ever so slowly,
It's agonizing.
But there's nothing I can do about it.
I'm trapped.
stuck.
caught .
cornered.
completely and utterly,
Fucked.
Plane and simple.
There's no way around it.
No two ways about it,
I'll just have to live with it.
But I don't think it wants me to....
It tells me that there's nothing left for me here.
That I should let go,
Give up.
Give in.
Forget....
But there's also something telling me to,
Not let go.
To never give up!
It tells me I'm special,
That I'm worth fighting for.
But, it isn't actually,
An it.
But in fact is a,
Them
And they truly do,
Love me....
YOU ARE READING
Me?...
PoetryRandom poems about me or my day. I got this idea from a book called Freak Boy, it's great read y'all should check it out.