Hannah P.O.V
Someone said damn girl. I turned around it was New Year's Day and Motionless in White. Ash said dude you're a good dancer. I said thank you. Ricky said you didn't escape. I said no. I got a video from Becca. I said fuck my life. I walked in the bus and put in my ear buds
Becca was making out with Grey. I dropped my phone in shock. Ryan said you okay. I said yea. I picked it up. Becca said what about your girlfriend. Grey said I'd pick you over her any day you're so beautiful. Becca said thought you loved her. Grey said never did felt bad for her she's suicidal. Becca said she's suicidal like gun to her head. Grey said yeah. Becca said why. Grey said her mom treats her like shit, dad leaving, brother being away constantly I think that's the main reason. Becca said how many times. Grey said over 10 but she drowns herself in drugs and alcohol to forget about it I'm shocked she didn't pull the trigger. I turned my phone off. Grey called me. I stepped outside
Me: what
Grey: hey beautiful
Me: burn in hell
Grey: what did I do
Me: dumbass Becca videoed you making out with her and you saying all that personal shit to her
Grey: I'm so sorry Hannah
Me: I thought you loved me obviously not
Grey: I do
Me: if you did you wouldn't have said that shit that's personal lose my number, forget my name and go to hell
Grey: I'm sorry
Me: probably telling every Hannah Cerulli is suicidal, a bitch, a slut bad enough I think of myself like that now everyone's gonna be saying it thank you Grey
Grey: I'm sorry
Me: fuck you
Hung up
I walked in the bus and said hey sorry I had to be a bitch. Nikki said who was that. I said ex boyfriend. Chris said what were you watching. I said just a video a girl sent me. Ryan said can we see. I said no it's a bad video. Ricky said what was it. I said hey where do I sleep. I crashed in a random bunk earlier. Chris said the bunk below Ricky. Ryan said you ain't burning up. I said no why and I'm going to take a shower. I went to the bathroom and took a shower.
Chris P.O.V
Hannah left her phone on the table. Justin grabbed it. Ash said Justin do you want her to hate you. I said she already hates me so I'm cool with doing it. Justin gave me her phone. I went through her texts. I found the video. Hannah walked out and said what the hell are you doing with my phone. She had her arms wrapped. I said what the fuck. Hannah said why do you have my phone you're looking for that video aren't you. Ricky said busted. Hannah grabbed her phone and ran to the room. She slammed the bedroom door. I said fuck it. I called mom (speaker)
Me: mother what the fucks Hannah's problem she's just bitching at me
Mom: oh yea I forgot to tell you she's been getting bullied for a of couple months and it just pisses her off check her arms everyday
Me: are you saying Hannah's suicidal
Mom: severely
Me: oh god
Ryan: dude we helped Rick we can help her
Mom: I've tried to get her help but she gets pissed
Me: she knows me you take her to strangers who don't know shit about her
Mom: go on her Twitter, Instagram and Facebook. See if you can figure it what's causing this
Me: what's been going on with her
Mom: drinking, drugs, trying to hurt herself
Me: hurt herself what do you mean
Mom: the real reason I sent her to live with you is I heard you helped one of your friends stop cutting
Me: yes
Mom: well Hannah is a cutter she covers everything up with makeup can you help her
Me: how bad is she
Mom: I've only seen her wrists but I think her thighs and stomach are covered
Me: oh dear god
Mom: please help her I don't want her to die
Me: okay I'll help but no way she's gonna let me see her scars
Mom: maybe hey I gotta go love you
Me: love you to bye
Hung up
