Brokenhearted

Chapter 1

Whos this guy you ask his name is Ethan Allen Roberts hes the baddest bad boy in school i also heard he dated a lot of girls and broke a lot of girls hearts i heard also he cheated on girls too, thats what makes him a badboy also the fact that he does what he wants, when he wants, whenever he wants not mattering if hes at school. He got caught once for smoking a cigarette in the boys bathroom he got detention for it he said he wasnt going to do it again so the teacher gave him a second chance. The day after he did it again so he got sent to the principals office, shocker right i know as ive said before if he did it once hell do it again thats the motto i live for.

One time i was standing in my locker and Ethan passed by he looked at me then looked away, i felt weird cause hes never looked at me before, i thought to myself what if i have bad breath or what if i have something in my mouth or my face. I went to the bathroom right away to find out my face and breath were perfect as always and nothing changed everything was the same. As i left the bathroom i wasnt looking where i was going so i crashed towards someone and my books fell, the guy was like please look up when your walking i then bent down and picked up my books i was so embarrased by that that i walked up straight to my class. When i was in mr brendan's class i noticed that ethan couldnt stop looking at me, he kept looking at me then looking away whenever i looked i wondered why since boys dont have a crush on me, no boys ever asked me out to anything so i found it weird to think he had a crush on me. It cant be he cant have a crush on me it cant be boys usually never ask me out somethings wrong with me that he likes me that must be it.

One time i was at the lunch table and i see someone approaching towards my lunch table it was ethan i couldnt believe it, he asked me if he could sit with me cause all the sits were taken so i told him what about your friends nah theyll be fine he said so he asked for my name and i said ellie grace brendan and he said he liked my name. I was stuttering the whole time, i didnt know what to do so i invented the excuse that i had to leave.

I started thinking to myself why was he being so nice to me when hes mean to everyone else?, does that mean he likes me? it cant be nonono please no, what if i like him too? I cant like him hes a bad boy girls like me and bad boys dont go together i cant let him ruin my grades that cant happen i cant fall in love with him, i have to avoid him at all costs i cant look into his eyes or ill get hypnotized by his gorgeous blue eyes. Ellie snap out of it i said to my self as i started thinking about his eyes. I have to stop thinking about him i have to concentrate on the english assignment due friday that should be the only thing in my mind right now, concentrate ellie concentrate.

I know you can concentrate ellie i said to myself to motivate me, lets start thinking of a name and theme for your project. I started thinking of themes until it came to my mind "The effects of baking soda on a volcano" yes thats it ill do that for my project all i have to do is do some more research about the theme and thats it i got my project done.

There was something about ethan i dont know what that was, i just couldnt stop thinking about him in class at home everywhere i went i just couldnt stop thinking about him not matter how much i tried i couldnt and i knew my mind wouldnt let me forget him no matter how hard i tried. So i tried to avoid him so my mind would eventually forget about him.

My mind was trying to tell me something about ethan. what if deep down inside hes really a good guy? are you kidding me? i said to myself, ethan is not and will never be a good guy i know this because hes a partying type of guy and those guys are never good well at least they never seem good to me and besides bad boys never change but i noticed something different about him. The bell rang at 3:10 so i went home

I decided to call the only person i knew i could trust my bestfriend chanelle i knew she would understand me, i told her to come home cause i had something to tell her so when she arrived we started talking for hours and im glad i have her as a bestfriend shes the best and i know shell never leave me or hurt me cause she cares about me like i care about her that there my friend is called caring something i wouldnt be able to feel if i was with ethan because hes a badboy and badboys usually dont have feelings

Next day i woke up feeling a little sick as if i had butterflies in my stomach, so i told my mom and she let me stay home, truth is i wasnt actually sick i just wanted to stay home so i could avoid ethan and i know my mom wouldnt let me stay home if i asked her to unless i was sick so i had to lie to her but dont worry it was a teenie tiny lie shell never find out as long as you dont tell her right?, i know you wont tell her.

So 5 minutes later i decided to call chanelle aka my bestfriend so she could come over to my house and we would watch tfios and cry over and over, ps, shes really sensitive with this types of movies so she cries everytime we watch it but its ok because i cry too, well she cries more than i do, back to the point chanelle knows i wasnt sick she knows me too well i mean i told her the whole trick and lie but she knew i wasnt sick before i told her thats how well she knows me, youd think were weirdos but shes more of a weirdo than i am thats why we get along cause were both weirdos, we like the same thing (almost) and we kinda have the same music taste and she gets me like no other person would (even my mom doesnt know me as much as chanelle does and she gave birth to me), see how weird is that? Super weird if you ask me

So 20 minutes ago when my mom arrived home from work she asked me what was i doing and why wasnt i in bed so i told her i invited chanelle home to make me company so i wouldnt feel alone. My mom doesnt understand why i have no friends at school, well maybe its because im the weird girl, the antisocial one, the girl who sits in the back and doesnt speak as everyone calls me.

The next day my mom told me i looked better than i did yesterday so she decided to send me to school against my own will so that means i had to face ethan in school but the thing is he sits next to me in english class so there was no way i could avoid him or stop thinking about him.

When i got to class i tried avoiding ethan but it was impossible with him looking at me every 5 seconds then looking away so he didnt get caught. He was supposed to be doing a work sheet we got assigned in class by mrs jones but he was too focused looking at me to do anything the teacher told us to.

The teacher put us an assignment and partnered the class up with somebody so she put me with you wouldnt guess who? You got it right i got partnered with ethan, it was the worst day of my life