~Third POV~
"What have I done?" Jungkook whispered to himself.
It has been a week since Lena told the members what Jin and Jungkook have been doing behind all of their backs.
It has been a week since Jin and Namjoon's devastating break up.
And it has been a week since Jimin uttered a word to Jungkook.
Everything was going downhill. Jin had stopped cooking and now it was rare to even see Jin eat, which was very unlikely of him. Namjoon was even more destructable.
Every time he touched something, it shattered into pieces because of his shaking, clenched fists. He was very broken and always left the house, unable to handle being under the same roof of the boy he so deeply loved- Kim Seokjin.
Jimin seemed to have gone mute, not muttering even one word out of his clamped lips. It has also been noticed he was working out way too much and he never ate, which worried Jungkook a lot.
And Jungkook? He always felt responsible for everything that went bad, and this time he felt even more horrible. It had lead him to severe self hatred and he can't even bear to look at himself in the mirror.
Jungkook convinced himself that he was a monster, and stayed far away from the members most times, not wanting them to be harmed by him.
"I'm so sorry, it's all my fault," Jungkook muttered and wrapped his arms around his knees.
~Jimin POV~
I gripped the weights tightly, sweat pouring down my forehead.
"You are worthless!" I thought to myself and lifted the weights above my head.
I feel broken.
Everything was broken.
My state of mind, the members, and most importantly... my heart.
I don't think I could bear with living like this for very much longer.
My doctors told me that I might not live for very long...
Which is great music to my ears.
I won't have to live in this world any more with this pain in my heart...
Was it all a game to him?
Was this just a game to everyone?
I can't even think anymore.
I am not who I used to be.
I am not Park Jimin.
I am nobody.
I can't bro, the feels...
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